Blossom Of Death

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It's seven in the morning but Wonshik has no plan on going to work today. He took a few days leave to recover with the events and to take care of Taekwoon. Ofcourse none of his parents and friends allowed him to but since he had introduced himself as his boyfriend to the hospital staffs, he was always welcome to enter his room whenever there isn't anyone.

(A/N: Never beem into a hospital so I don't know feeaking polocies like visiting hours, and authorize person to visit a patient so please bare with this shitty fantasy.)

When he was done with the cleaning in the house, he bathed himself and prepared himself physically and mentally to face Jaewhan again. He knows iy is stupid to do it but he is breaking up with him. This is not as hard as the decision Taekwoon made when he choose between taking the surgery or not and he was getting his courage from that fact.

He finally got to the apartment that he is supposed to share with Jaewhan but now he is there not to call it home. He is going to break another person's heart and take his luggages. When he ringed the doorbell several times and he finally got a response from the intercom, his  hands became more shaky than before he got there.

"W-Wonshik?" Then the door opened in front of him. Before he could even greet him properly, the older pulled him into a tight hug which surprised him.

"J-Jaewhan-"

"I thought you're not coming back." Wonshik looked away from him. Guilt already torturing his cnfidence. No way. I hurt Taekwoon without trouble before because I'm a monster....doing it again now on Jaewhan is no problem, right

"Jaewhan...I need to clear something to you-"

"I know." Wonshik widen his eyes. Aside that his response is weird, it sounded really familiar and Wonshik don't need to be reminded. He had rewined the event over and over last night.

"No!" He sighed and looked back at Jaewhan. "There's something else." Even just for a second, he caught a glimpse of what appears to be a pained look on his face.

"It's about him, right?" Wonshik can't respond. "Hongbin told me. He told me everything you told him last night. I feel bad for Taekwoon too...really." Wonshik's eyes widen. He took another swig from his lemonaide, trying to get rid of his hangover.

"...I have to tell you somethin-"

"I thought I won't have the same fate as eomma...but then I realized it was all my doing that it turns out this way. It was my fault. I could've refused you when I found out about you and him but....I'm stupid." Wonshik suddenly fell to the floor and as Jaewhan looked at him, he was shocked to see him kneeling in front of him.

"I'm sorry. Please don't blame yourself. All of this was my fault. I know I'm doing something wrong and I dragged you into this sin....I don't want to hurt you. I swear....but..." Jaewhan pulled him up to stand up and wipe his tears.

"Hey, no. I'm also to blame. I am older than you and I'm also aware of what is wrong and what is right. If I choose the right thing then these wouldn't have happen..." He started caressing Wonshik's cheeks with fondness and he smiled. "...at first, I envy Taekwoon...because I thought he's so lucky to have you then I realize just now....that you're lucky to have him...his love for you...." he wasn't able to finish what he is about to say as he felt that he can't hold back the urge to cry anymore so he hugged him and patted his back like a brother.

"...I hope he will accept you again and both of your love for each other bloomed into a better realtionship that you won't let go anymore. I wish you luck, Wonshik." He pulled away and smiled at him. "This won't break us apart....because I'm always here for you." Wonshik nodded while keep shedding tears. They hug for one last time until Jaewhan helped him to take his stuffs and drove away. When he's gone, Jaewhan sat on the floor and held his knees closer to his chest. Now he's freely crying his heart out.