I hold my breath under the water
Hoping for the lack of oxygen to take me away
I open my eyes and look around
The ocean seemed so quiet...so safe and sound
But I knew the darkest part of it
The part that reminded me of my soul
The part that reminded me of the heart you took away
The same heart you broke the very next day
The soul you had was dark and black
You shattered my heart and never gave it back
I cry every night thinking of you
Your beautiful smile that brought me joy
Little did I know that you were just a devil boy
I looked around the ocean, waiting for my breath to be taken
But when i felt familiar hands pulling me up
I immediately knew it wasn't just luck
I was conufsed and scared
Until you told me how much you cared
But then I realized it was my imagination
Playing the same game it did before
As my heart beat slows
I close my eyes and prepare myself
For the death that will send me out
My fear of loneliness slowly fades away
I smile at the memory of myself waiting for you to come back one day
My lungs burn from the lack of air
But at this point I didn't care
As my vision disappears
Your face appears
And I smiled for the last time
