Stir | Styles

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Re-read chapter 1 ! And I'll be updating once a week .

The fuck? Why would I ever miss you? Well, that's what I said in my head but knowing me I couldn't say that out loud if he paid me. Fuck no .

It took me a while to realize he was being sarcastic.

I was about to run but running away from your problems only make them worse. I closed my eyes as if to imagine a different scenario.

"ANSWER ME WHEN I ASK YOU A QUESTION!?"

Truth is, I did miss him. He's the only one that pays attention to me even if it's bad.

"Yeah, I did." I answer but guessing by his reaction that was the wrong answer.

Immediately my hair is grabbed and I'm slammed into the wall. "You are the worst fucking liar, in the history of liars. "

"Excuse me! " Wrong move, AGAIN.

"Fuck you mean, 'excuse me' I'm pretty sure you heard me."

"I did. Loud and clear and I'm no liar." Where did this confidence come from? I sure hope it lasts.

"You are what I say you are. "

"I have no time for your bullshit Harry, you cause too much trouble and I'm not sure if you notice or not but I don't need it!"

So many emotions flashed through his eyes I couldn't decipher what from what . He was amazingly private and you could never tell how he was feeling. His head turned to the right slightly and our breathing increased as the minutes got longer. His beautiful grassy green eyes were such a sight I could stare at them all day and night. I forgot what got us to this point until he spoke.

"If I hurt you, why don't you just tell me to stay out your life for good?"

Was he not understanding? I want him to leave! I've been wanting him to leave me alone for the longest. I could forgive him if he came to me with a real gentleman like apology but I know that will never happen. Not in a million years, Harry doesn't have a decent bone in his body.

"I do want you to leave me alone, like don't ever try to contact me, don't touch me, don't look at me or anything, I literally hate you. I don't get how you can't understand in that thick skull of yours that I do not like you at all. "

As soon as the sentence leaves my mouth he drops me. That quick, in an instant. His eyes darken and squint slightly and his lips part. He looks like he wants to say something but doesn't. Then he walks away.

Thank God, I've been wanting him to leave me alone for the longest. I already have so much stuff going on.

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By the end of the day and my classes are finished, I'm smiling and happy for the first time in forever.
I get to my locker and put my book bag in it and my laptop. Even though it's gloomy and raining, on the inside it's sunny and warm. I haven't felt like this in a while.

I walk quickly to my truck and hop in ready to leave. I decide to treat myself to dinner out alone and just have fun and free time. I drive to TGIF to eat because in all honesty they have the absolute best foods.

On the way there my mind drifts off to all the shit I've been through. Devin always assaults me and beats me. I think it's time to tell my mom because I know she will try to fix it or put him out. She's knows I don't deserve it and she's always had my back on anything. Then it drifts to Harry. I'm not sure why but I feel like there's something he's also having problems with. Maybe he just needs someone to talk to or keep him company. Surely not me but someone.

I walk into the restaurant and have the waitress seat me in a discrete table in the back. I don't feel like being bothered even if it's a bar. Once I order my food I start to feel a little lonely so I decide to call one of my older friends. His names Cole and he goes to the university. We've been friends forever! Or as long as I can think back. He was one of the guys that helped me pick a car my sophomore year and he was so sweet, I treated him to lunch and we just clicked and he's been my bestfriend ever since.

"Hello?" He picks up and I'm super glad.
"Hey cole, I haven't heard from you in such a long time!" I'm telling the truth. I wish we're still talking like we used to. Not on a intimate level but I do need a friend once in a while.
"I know! How are you?"
"Good but listen Im at TGIFs and I'm ordering dinner, you should come it's on me?"
"Um sure, give me ten minutes. I'm leaving school now. " I say okay and he tells me he's on his way.
This day has been going so well, I wish it could always be like this.

My food comes and I eat slowly because I want Cole to eat too. In the meantime I just scroll through Twitter.
The door opens and in comes a group of guys and I become disappointed but in the back I see Cole and I wave over to him. As I see him approaching I want to run to give him a hug but I remember we're in a public place so I just wait.

"Cole I freaking missed you where've you been ?" I hug him extremely hard and close my eyes while doing it, but when I open I'm not please to see what I saw.

It's fucking him and his dickhead friends. They're sitting at the bar and they haven't noticed me and I'm so lucky but if I don't sit down they might see me so I don't take any chances.

Right as Cole starts telling me about his job and how much fun he's having at school, his sparkling eyes catch mine.

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COLE TO THE SIDE OR ABOVE
btw that's my dad
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