Numb To The Feeling {Dabi & Touya Todoroki}

0.01 ♠ Numb To The Feeling

Song: Chase Atlantic - Numb To The Feeling

"Heard you got a heart, let me see. I need you to split that thing with me."

"I look like a fucking walking corpse, girl. Say the words, R.I.P. 'Cause my tolerance is going up and I'm getting numb to the feeling, yeah. And I've been abusing drugs."

"I need you to ride me harder when we fuck 'Cause I getting numb to the feeling."

"Don't you get'em in the brains, girl. Dropped from heaven, now you're in the plains, girl."

English is my second language. I am only translated my story. This is the first time I have ever written an English story in my life so please don't be so cruel against me! I'm trying not to make mistakes but of course, there can be mistakes. So if you see any grammar mistakes just tell me, I appreciate it, and I'll correct'em immediately.

I put the name 'Numb To The Feelings' because in my mind Dabi feels nothing. Once he felt and lived a lot of things but in the end, he lost all the feelings. He numb to the feeling. I'll show you how Touya would end with Dabi.

WARNING: THIS IS REALLY DARK STORY! IT INCLUDES MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, DRUG ADDICTION, SELF- HARM!

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He was such a loser. Just like everyone says, he was useless. Even his own body couldn't stand his power. He just needed everything to stop. He looked at the medicines on his hand. He needed them, he had to do it. In the end, at least he could find a little peace. His only wish was just a little bit of peace, he would take care of everything else later. Though he had nothing to care about. He looked at where he lives now. He was living in the worst part of the city, he was a criminal, of course, he couldn't live in the city center. Maybe he wasn't living in the best place but at least he had a place to stay. He definitely wasn't living in a great place. He burst out a wild laugh loud, not even close to the word great in a long time.

The apartment which he had been living in consisted of only a bedroom, and a bathroom and that was enough for him. If he wasn't on a mission for the League, he would stay in the flat all day. He couldn't pull off some stupid acts them every day. Sometimes they got annoyed him and he needed somewhere to be alone. Everything he did, the places where he stayed, what he did to live was terrible, just like himself. He didn't deny this, he couldn't. Someone must be incompetent, failure. After all, not everyone could be a masterpiece, right?

He drank the medicines and lay on the bed. He waited a little bit for the effect. He wasn't in a mood to deal with'em thus he turned off his phone. Three to four hours of sleep was all he needed right now. He closed his eyes and hoped no one would bother him.

It was a windy and thunderstorm night. Just like every other kid, he was scared. Of course, he was scared, he was only seven! Two years had passed after his quirk was released, that was an awful year in his life. That wasn't fair! It was supposed to be the greatest year. He remembered it as if it was yesterday when his quick came up, his father had shown him value for the first time. Before that, all Touya knew was that his father was a pro hero ranked 2 and his father was always busy. But Touya had understood this.

Heroes always busy with villains, that is the purpose of them and he was proud of his father to catch the villains. He had what a strong father! He thought he loved him even if he couldn't spending time with him. Just his work tired, his mother always said that. Along five years he had always spent time with his mother, she was kind. When his quirk released he was watching tv with his mother and his sister Fuyumi. At those times Fuyumi was just a 2 year - old baby and his mother was pregnant with his little brother Natsuo. Touya was going to be a big brother again. He was happy, he was wondering what his baby brother would be like. Would he look like his mother, like Fuyumi, or would he look like his father, like Touya? He was going to learn two months later.