---I am not the real child of mama's husband. I am her daughter to another man. I was one of her biggest mistakes. She considers me her big nightmare. She was embarrassed and vomited my whole presence. Every time she sees me she remembers why I am here now. She has hated me since I was a child until now. I never felt her motherhood to me, her love and care as a mother I never felt. Who am I for her? She never considered me as her child. I am the daughter of a man who raped her. So, I understand why she just loathes me so much.