The girl who never talked.

Chapter 2 Lunch then Amy

Well soon we walked into the loud lunch room, with Amy next to me. I looked around and everyone was either talking or laughing or doing whatever they where doing. I then walked to the lunch line with Amy to get our lunch so we could eat. The next minute or so we finally were next to get our food. I looked at the lunch menu because I wasn't paying attention to the announcement this morning.

The lunch menu read:
Choices-
*Hamburger w/o cheese*
*Chef Salad*
*Pizza*
*Hoagie Wrap*
*Tacos*
Sides-
*Fruit Cup*
*Chocolate Pudding*
*Cooked Cabbage*

So I just ordered a cheeseburger and got a fruit cup. I then moved up to the thing where I type in my lunch number to get my food. Before I could get my milk Amy asked a question. "You like fruit too?" She said trying to start a conversation with a hesitation for a answer, probably thinking she wasn't going to get one. "Sure...." I said as I got my milk and walked off hoping I would loose her. Then I looked around for where to sit and if there was a empty place with no one there. 'This is probably going to be a long day.' I thought.

Then Amy came to my side and asked another question. "Soooooo..... Where we gonna sit at!?" I just sighed because I wanted to sit by myself but I already knew that was not going to happen at all. Probably 15% chance, maybe even less, but oh well. I just then started to walk towards a table. Then I sat down and Amy sat next to me. Next to us where the "nerds" and the different kids.p table. The sad thing is that even they didn't want to talk to me. They never were mean to me or say anything mean. I think it's just me because I don't try to talk to them. Which I don't because it's probably going to end like when I did try to talk to someone before. They blew me off, of course. So I just sit there because they're harmless and don't pick on me because they get picked on too. Probably less than I do.

I just looked at my food blankly. Then I looked up to see Amy start eating fast, and I just sat there and just didn't say anything at all. "You that hungry!?" I manage out a reply with weak laugh. "Yes I haven't had any breakfast." She said with a mouth full of food, then went back to stuffing her face like I never said anything. She looked like a squirrel with acorns stuffed in her cheeks. "Here you can have my lunch I'm not hungry." I push the tray towards her, thinking she needed it more than I did. Also I didn't know if she would complain about being hungry. I didn't want to find out. "You sure? It's ok if you don't want to." I look at her like, 'I just fucking said you can have it. Didn't I?' "No.... Just take it now." I say kindly trying not to be rude, but a bit annoyed. "Thanks your a 'good friend' for doing that." I smile weakly and say "Sure..." A bit satisfied she called me friend, but didn't know if I was supposed to feel that way. Since I never had anyone call me a 'good friend' or even 'friend'.

"I guess those girls don't want to pick on me today at lunch." I say after a silent minute or so breaking the silence. Then I started looking around the cafeteria. "Well that's good, I guess!" She said with a thumbs up while still stuffing her face with a fork in in her hand with the food I had gave her. Soon we finished eating, well she did. I gave her my lunch, so technically I didn't eat nothing. But anyway by that time lunch time was over.

So we went back to Spanish. We had a presentation today, which I didn't want to do because I don't like being in front of the class, or people in general. We had to go up and read our presentation about a place were they speak Spanish, give facts and stuff like that. As we got back, we sat in our seats.

Then the teacher, whose name was Mr. Jones, started to call people up to do their presentation. A few people went up there to do theirs. A couple where nervous. I wouldn't blame them though. I would be too, being in front of people, but people who don't like you and say shit about you. Which I guess was way worst. Then he called my name for me to go up there to do my presentation. 'Oh shit.... I don't want to do this at all.... I would rather be all alone... In a ditch or something...' I think in my mind. "Alias it your turn to come up." He said in a motion to come up. I began to feel queasy and start wondering what could happen. The thing was if I do something stupid, people will say rude stuff and laugh. Maybe even worst. I just get out my seat slowly and then rush up there with my paper, trying not to fall on my face or do something stupid. For I knew it had consequences. Almost for everything I do or when I don't do anything.

As I finally stand facing the class, I see everyone staring at me. Like they where about to attack me or something. I start to talk, looking at my paper, hoping I wouldn't say a word wrong. Then out of nowhere someone calls out, "Your a little dipshit!! That is the worst presentation I have ever heard!" He said and flung a paper ball at my face. 'God damn it!! I want to fucking die!!' I say in my mind wanting to scream it out, but I knew I couldn't. I started to get bright red as everyone started laughing and saying other rude remarks. 'I always do something stupid when I try not to and don't.' I say in my mind. "Why are you getting so red you lil fuck face!?" He said laughing as he leaned in his chair backwards, feeling proud of what he did. While the kids laughing just kept encouraging him with their laughing. "STOP IT TYLER OR I WILL WRITE YOU UP! DON'T LEAN IN YOUR CHAIR OR YOU WILL FALL!" Mr. Jones yelled loudly. Then all the sudden the room became so quiet, you could her the boy with a cold breathing hard. "Thank you, you may continue your presentation Alias." He said feeling sorry for me but smiled. I felt even worst he looked like he felt sorry for me. I hate when people feel sorry for me. I deserve for what happens to me. But I finished my presentation without being interrupted again.

As I went to sit down this boy Tyler whispered "Lil dipshit!" Then I felt like crying about how stupid I just felt. I just wanted to run out the class and run to a tall building, then jump off. I knew I couldn't do that of course. So I just sat quietly waiting for the class to hurry up and be over with. "It's ok, I thought you where pretty good!" Amy said smiling feeling sorry for what happened, but trying to make me feel better. Which didn't really work at all to be honest. Like I said I hated when people feel sorry for me.

Math class came and went. The end of the day finally came and the bell released us. As I walked to my bus Amy ran towards me. 'Oh no!' I thought to myself. "Do you want to you know hang out today?" I looked at her and thought 'She is so desperate, but I don't have anything to do and it was Friday, plus I should've know she would ask a question like that.' "Sure you can." I said trying to be nice as possible, but not really wanting to. Then getting on the bus as she followed. I sat down and she sat next to me. "This is going to be fun!" She smiled brightly. I just fake smiled back hoping it would not be anything stupid. But it probably was going to be. So I just braced myself for whatever was about to happen or was going to happen.

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