Madison i love you to death. i have always loved you and i have no clue why we broke up the first time. well in 6 days we have been goin out for 2 months. im so happy with you. we might have our fights but at the end of the night your always gonna have me by your side. everyday i see you at school is amazing. i love seeing your smile in the morning and bein able to kiss you. whenever you text me i get butterflies and i smile so big. im so sorry that i can never tell you how i feel. its just one of those things. whenever i see you i cant stop smiling and i get that funny feeling in my tummy. bein able to hold you close is something i love. i cant wait for the christmas dance when i hope you can go with me. everyday im sick and at home like today it feels like im dead. because you have my heart and im far away from you. the first day we met you hated my guts, but then you started to be nicer and you told me its because i was cute. i beg to differ because im not cute or perfect at all. i sit at home textin you and listening to our songs. well i cant wait till tomarrow when i get to see you again and i can finally be happy again. when you read this i hope you get the same butterfly feeling i got when i wrote this. bye babe....
i forgot to bring up that awesome night when we went on that train ride with the zombies and i jumped in your lap :) we had dinner at this realy fancy place that made me feel like white trash. lol. that big spoon could have killed someone lol. that was the best night i have every had. truely it was. thank you for just being you.