Is this what love is

Chapter 1

Hi I'm Emma rose I'm that one girl who's sits in the back of the class and never speaks, I'm that girl who doesn't have many friends wait what friends are we talking about I have no one my parents adopted me when I was 2 they beat me everyday because they want this perfect daughter I have blonde hair with bright red fiery tips I have blue eyes that look like the ocean I'm 6,9 yeah I'm tall sike just joking I'm 5,4 oh and I'm 17 I'm a senior in high school and I just want to get out of this hell hole! As I'm walking back home from school my dad comes to find me to tell me something
"Mr rose w-why are y-you blocking me" I asked with a stutter
"You really think you can get away with this report card" he said with a cold response he threw the report card at my face "d-dad I mean mr gold I-I don't know what you mean I have a good grades in all of my classes" I said backing up I was scared now you can tell that the man standing in front of me with cold back eyes staring at me is drunk and this is one thing I can't get out of " you have a fucking b+ in one of your classes that's not good enough why can't you be like your older brother " he spat at me "b-but" I tried to say but he smacked me as hard as he could "shut up whore lets get home I don't want you to speak for the rest of the way home and go to your room and don't come out when we get there, and no food for a month" he said to me we walked home and my mother was crying I was going to ask what was wrong but we all know it was about me
The next day was a bit hard I was waken up by cold water being dumped on my body "what the" I said I got up to see my older brother jay looking at me "get up little sis" he said with a smile I forgot to mention my older brother is in college and well he's the only one in my family who actually treats me well we get along but that's another thing that my devil father and mother hate they think that it unfair that jay doesn't treat me bad my father and mother are just people who need to be beaten to death so they can feel my pain. "Come on little sis time for breakfast" I shot up but then I remember what my father told me yesterday no food for a month I sat back down and looked through my window "little sis whats wrong" d-dad I mean mr rose said that I'm not aloud to eat for a month because of my bad grades on my report card" I said tears rolled down my beaten and broken down face "oh my gosh little sis" he said he got up opened the door and stormed out not to mention he screamed a lot of bad things I Hurd him yell at my father "fuck you asshole you make your own daughter call you mr rose you beat her until she bleeding and Don't forget you told her she can't eat for a month in that time she can die from starvation then you become a murder" I Hurd him scream I just layed on my bed and cried "shut the fuck up jay your better than that and I wouldn't give a damn if she died she's just another screw up like her real parents" he said laughing oh how I wish I could smack that cold hearted asshole "oh is the little bitch crying Momma's here don't worry you can just go to the basement and think what you have caused" she said like she was fake crying right when I got up to walk to the basement she stopped me and said "oh and jay you don't have to worry about him anymore darling cause we put him in jail" she pushed me down the stairs I fumbled down and hit my head that's when everything went black

(Authors note)--sorry I'm not very good at these but I love 1d and 5sos so yay gummybears
~keagan~