Practice starts in hours but its 5:20am and she still haven't slept because we are talking to my friends sister in her room. I can't really think with the music and loudness .
Waking up at 11am just to go home and help my mom out, she almost could've died because she stop breathing....
Painted my nails and wait time to go by till practice starts! But my only concern is what if fariy light is there and I get all mixed emotions and look stupid ...i just want to get away and not give one eye contact to her .
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Walked to get snacks and walked to my friends house. Just found out that we might not have practice because the people are lame
And fariy light is freaking here and now I dont know what to do. Kinda wanna melt away because she just makes me feel like shit ...hahahaha gross I hate myself. Why am I ranting on here when I can just cool down and make a conversation damn
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Progress is going good kinda forgetting to even notice she was there
YOU ARE READING
Just sometimes I wish...
Historia Cortamainly thoses days where we struggle, we have the problems, and they're just over the place, and thats how I see them
