Noah Beck🥵

Chapter 7

I look at him, eyes wide and he stares back at me. "Y/n I need to explain-" he begins. "Hey everyone look, Noahs here" I cut him off. Anthony raises his eyebrows and looks at me questioningly. I turn away from Noah and walk back to the group sitting back down. Noah tries to sit next to me but I glare at him and he moves. He makes eye contact with me but I ignore him. I get up and walk to the kitchen trying to escape the inner torment when I hear footsteps behind me. Noah appears as I turn. "Y/n please let me talk i-" he begins. "I get it, I get it Noah, you were lonley and I was there, I know how this works with you, I've seen you do it to heaps of girls. You don't have to explain" I whisper harsher then I meant to. "But that's not true, look, I'm sorry I bolted, I was scared, scared that I finally found someone who I had real feelings for and I didn't know what to do, I don't want to ruin this" the says. "There is no 'this' we don't work Noah, Bryce is my brother and your best friend and-" I start. "But what if he wasn't would you be with me?" He asks softly. I sigh. "There is no hypothetical Noah, he's my brother and I can't change that, we can't be together, last night was a mistake and you know that" I say walking away from him. Noah grabs my arm and spins me towards him, so close that my face is inches away from his as he looks down at me. His touch heats up my body traveling up my spine and through my fingertips. His face inches closer to mine so that his nose is touching mine. "Look at me and tell me that you don't feel anything" he says. He's right, I feel breathless and flushed, every place that his body touches mine feels warm with passion, flashes of last night, his fingers exploring my body, his lips tracing every inch of me, the electric feeling of his embrace. I couldn't look him in the eye and tell him that it meant nothing, because that was a lie, but pretending that we could be something would be worse. I looked at him deep in the eyes saying nothing. His eyes wondered looking for any sign of reassurance from my face, but I stayed expressionless. He slowly let go of my arm and pressing it against my cheek, cupping my face. I fought the erge to kiss him, to feel the warm sensation of our lips pressing onto each other. I stepped back unsure if I could stand close to him without falling into his arms. His arm stayed out longing for me to fall back into his embrace, but I fought it, I fought everything that my body was telling me to do. I battled the tears threatening to pour out of me, I closed my eyes hoping that when I opened them my problems would vanish, but what I opened them back up, Noah still stood there, arm outstretched, expression desperate. I turned on my heel and walked back to the boys knowing that I couldn't look back at Noah's face without wanting to hold him. I sat down on the couch and Noah followed me a couple seconds later. I took my seat back on the couch and continued filming with Bryce.
"We should go to the beach" Quinton exclaims. We all nod and head to a bedroom to get dressed. I grab a bikini from a bag that I kept in his room and I put it on.

This is the outfit that I put on. "Y/n, hurry up" Bryce shouts. I run down the stares and see Noah look at me. Instead of driving we decide to walk to the beach with some skate boards. I walk beside Blake and Anthony. When we get to the beach we swim in the water. I feel not only Noah's eyes on me, but I can see Blake looking at me too. Blake walks over to me and smiles. Then he picks me up and runs deeper into the ocean. I scream and laugh and for a moment I forget about Noah, but when I see his sad eyes meet mine, it all floods back. I hide the hurt in my face and keep laughing with Blake. He drops me into the ocean and I laugh as he trips and falls into the water next to me. We laugh our heads off and swim around for another hour until it gets dark. We hold hands as we walk out of the surf. I grab my towel and dry myself off but I still shiver. Blake takes off his sweatshirt and gives it to me, smiling at my sweetly and we all start walking and skating home. We all take some pictures and when we get home I post some on Instagram.

(Anthony)(Blake)(Noah)

(In the trolly, Bryce) (pushing the trolly, y/n)

(Blake, guy)( y/n, girl)

@y/n.hall- besties🤑😌

@brycehall- we are so aesthetic 👣

@blakegrey- couple of hotties
               ^^ @y/n.hall- speak for yourself 🐀

@userr6- OoOoOo ⛴️⛴️
                ^^@brycehall- no❤️

@uuuusr6- I though y/n and Noah was a ship lol ⛴️
                   ^^ @y/n.hall- nah👁️👄👁️

A/n hey guys sorry that it has taken so long for me to update I've been struggling to find the right Inspo but I'm really feeling this story rtn so I think I'm gonna post more regularly. Also if you see any that doesn't make sense, I'm Australian so we say stuff a bit different, just let me know🤍🤍🤍