Attention «ATEEZ woosan»

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Humans think that the powerful thing in this world is Love. It somehow overtakes them and makes them happy. But I'm not like them. Who likes happy endings, where 2 people ended up liking eachother. No. They express too much love. I can only say this but I never felt love. I was never once loved. I'm cold at heart, I have no more emotions, eversince the people that I love, vanished.

It's actually odd but after feeling lonely for such a long time, my hair eventually turned Blue. It expresses how I feel. Blue.

“Ko Bora! hello!! open this door Aish!”

I was daydreaming when my landlord kept pestering me in the morning making me all grumpy. I stood up from my bed and opened the door.

“Aigo, What is it this time? Can't you see I'm studying?” I lied but she instead gave me a sarcastic look. “study my ass! You haven't paid the rent for almost 5 months! And ask 'what is it this time?'"

To be honest, she is literally annoying, so much, that I can even fit a shoe on her mouth because IT'S THAT BIG!.

“look ms.jeong I'm really sorry but I don't have money honestly” I raise my hands as if I'm showing that I have no money.

“ugh, you know, since I'm a kind hearted person”  she says

KiNd hEarTed?? are you kidding me?
When she saw my expression, she slaps my arm and I wheezed in pain.

“i'll give you 2 months to pay me back! I know you're already having a hard time! Aish GO TO SCHOOL AND STUDY!” she left looking disappointed at herself.

I celebrate in victory with another debate with ms.jeong. speaking of school, I should get ready for school.

I get inside and start my routine and pack my bag and leave the house.

As I was walking, I saw plenty of people with their children; walking hand in hand. It makes me envy them. Wishing that I also have someone to walk hand in hand, someone to eat with, someone who I can relay on when I have problems.

I continued walking down the street until I eventually entered the school gate and saw a lot of girls (still) looking at me then left. The locker area was definitely full of people and it made me feel suffocated. I left the locker area for a while since classes starts at 8:00 but it's still 7:00 so I went to my favourite place and it was the school field. It was clean and the air would just blow my hair and I feel so safe. So safe.

Until someone interrupted me, and it was 2 boys standing at my back.

“oh my god! YOU ARE THE GIRL WITH BLUE HAIR!” the other guy expressed excitingly and it make me scoff. “what do you want?” I asked coldly like my heart.

“sorry for that, he's just sometimes weird. By the way, we've seen eachother from time to time right?” he asked, and raised my brows trying to remember if I have seen them already in some events and fortunately, I have.

“o-Oh! Yah, you were the guys who performed at school events?” explaining some details and I was right.

“by the way, my name's San. Choi san” he has a simple name but it's cute. “and I'm wooyoung!” he's name is kinda cute too but he ain't cute.

After talking in the fields it was time for me to leave since it's almost 8:00. I picked up my bag and told them I have to go.

“i need to go, have a nice day” I said while maintaining a poker face.

While I was walking I heard one of them shout “GOODBYE PRETTY!” it was so embarrassing and I turned to my back and they were already gone. “how absurd” I commented and left.

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As class was starting, I couldn't focus much at the teacher cuz I kept thinking about that guy, San. Choi San. I kept daydreaming until the Teacher yelled my name since I was sitting at the back. And Asked me a question that he kept asking but no one answered it correctly.

“Ko Bora! WHAT BONE ARE BABIES BORN WITHOUT??” everyone laughed at the question cuz they expect me not to answer it correctly.

“kneecaps” I said simply and the other students were astonished. DUDE, read the BOOK. “excellent!”

Class has ended and people kept talking about me like: “i never thought Bora wasn't that dumb!” “i bet she cheated!” “right now I envy her!”

After all of those gossips someone eventually said something that was out of limits.

“basically she cheated, she doesn't have parents to teach her good moral— oops!” she laughed while the other students looked at her disguisted and turned to me with a scared look.

It made me pissed off and smashed my book at my desk and got everyone's attention including San and Wooyoung who actually are my classmates.

“Yah, do you even have a brain? Cuz I bet you didn't think of it wisely.”  she just looked at me angrily and people where like also shocked because they didn't even dare to bad mouth me like that.

“I-I do have a b-brain! YAH! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME!” she started an argument which I definitely hate. She pushed me even attempted to slap my face but I nagged her arm and held it so tight.

“you don't know everything about me so quit the nonsense.” I assured and left her in the floor messed up.

I was at the school field and sat down at the grass. As I breathe in the cold air and it blew my hair.

“uhm-m, hey Bora!” someone greeted and it was the guy earlier, Wooyoung. He then bowed and I laughed at him. “don't be too formal.” he got embarrassed and sat down beside me.

“That was cool.” he admitted and saw him blush but I didn't mind telling him cuz he might get embarrassed more.

I held his face and brushed it with my hand.
“no it wasn't” I reluctantly said.

“but, can I ask you a question?” he seemed nervous so I gave him a small smile, which I don't usually do. “what it is?” I asked.

“why do you have blue hair?” Wooyoung asked and I turned to face him.

"Why? So you can tell everyone about me?” I replied sarcastically keeping a cold face.

“why would I?” he said defensively, i smirked at him and it really made him blush.

While holding his face, and I felt his soft skin. He had nice skin and so soft.

“do you know the story of the cloud of blue?” (a:n: it's just a made up story I made)

He gave me a curious look and I bet he tried to think of a way to lie about knowing it.

“o-Oh Ya-aH! I k-know that!" Wooyoung said reluctantly at the same time optimistic.

How could people be this optimistic? Why can't I be?

“oh please, I know you're lying.” I said making him facepalm his self. “if you read it, you'll understand everything”

I remove my hand on his face and stood up and leaving him in aw.

« Wooyoung »

She stood up and left me in the school field. I turned to her direction and see her beautiful face that has no expression but is so beautiful. Like an angel. I've never seen someone like this.

Cold hearted but knows how to make a heart warm.

The air blew her blue hair. It made the scene more interesting.

I know we just met but I think I've already fallen for you. I want to get your attention.