Kutthroat

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2 months later ...

| Nuni Dior |    1:23am

"ouch" zel sat up quick cupping his lip.

i mugged him "nigga what's wrong witchu"

"my fuckin' lip hurt the fuck" he scrunched his face up still holding his lip

"the hell you did?" i asked

"ion fuckin know this bitch just throbbing" he told me messing with it

i stood up "man i'm finna go u tripping on that high shit"

"girl fuck you, lock the door on yo way out n text me when u make it weaever u going" he said

"already" i told him walking out the door

i had been at zel shit since 12 cuz yk me i had to fye up. n his gas be hitting too good when a bitch stressing.

my mama want me to go to college n shit but that's not really for me. she tried to tammat she'll pay for it n blah blah but like what's the point in doing that if i know eventually imma drop out? i didn't even like highschool imagine going BACK to school for ANOTHER 4 years.. no.

but at the same time i wanna make her proud.. imagine being the first to graduate in the family.. that's a real accomplishment foreal.

so yeah a bitch is going threw it n when a bitch is going threw it, it's time for that bitch to get as high as she can

finally starting the car i made sure my bluetooth was connected so i could play my music otw to wherever this car take me

ion give a damn where u gotta be or how late we already is, ian pulling off til my bluetooth connect bitch.

Shuffling my "feels" playlist for when im high, Jhene Aiko - The Worst started to play.

Turning that shit all the way up i sped off down the street

Music sound wayyy better when you high. You be so relaxed and it's like the music echoing in yo head n it seem so much louder n calming. 

I can't be sober for too long istg i'll go crazy. My ppl be tryna tell me to stop and that it's not cute to smoke especially w me being a female but tbh barbra fuck you. 

I hate being able to think about shit that's bother me. When you high it's like the weed saying fuck dem problems we finna vibe. And that's exactly what i wanna do. Vibe. NOT stress.

I really was just riding around listening to jhene and summer walker wit no real destination til my gas tank hoe ass tammat i had 5 miles left. hoe ass car. 

pulling into Wawa on the westside, i got out but NOT without my mask.. a bitch is not tryna catch corona teresa de la virus.. she can stay wea da fuck she at. nasty ass.

anyways, i put my mask on and went in the store. I grabbed me some Dill pickle chips, Salt and vinegar chips, a hot mama, and i was finna pick up a Arizona but i noticed that 99cent tag was erased off da can. 

"how much is this?" i asked the cashier

"one dula fiddy nine cens" he said

"bi-" i looked at him like he was crazy.

and yk what i did? put dat shit right the fuck back. how da hell 99cent bounce up to 1.59? tuh. can slap dey necks yeen slapping mine.

settling on a large huggie i let him ring it up and also gave him money for gas

looking out da window i see dis crackhead leaning up against MY car taking a a picture off her flip phone

"i know that's right. flex on dem hating ass hoes fren.. new car who disss" i laughed walking out the car

"and that's on what?" she asked now pointing da big ass phone towards me 

"period" i said swiping my hand under my chin looking at the camera noticing she was recording noww

"okden niece" she laughed "yeah, y'all heard her. i'll kill anybody bout her so don't fuck wit me" she finished bout serious as hell

i-.. energy be a mf huh? .. i done got a new auntie that's gone kill bout me..

Ian know what to say next so i put my bag in the car and went to pump the gas

she blocked me wit her hand and i bout damn near put up my set thinking she wanted to fight

"i got it niece" she said taking the gas out the holder thing

"oh ok girl i thought u wanted to fight" i laughed sitting in the car with the door open

she laughed too "nah baby, can u take me by 63rd tho? i got some bidness to handle and auntie legs hurt"

"you ain't heard what von said?" i asked her looking confused

"who? vontarius? that fuck nigga owe me $5 idgaf what he said to you now you tell him auntie mac said fuck you boy" she said getting mad putting the gas thing back

"no auntie i'm tammat king von.. he said we don't fuck wit dem niggas from 63rd.. so i can't go over there.. i got you with yo 5 and summo tho that's enough for the bus" i said handing her $10

"alright baby, imma see u round" she said walking away

closing my car door i sat there for a lil playing that shit back in my head before forgetting it

"yeah i just need to go lay my ass down" i said pulling off heading home

it took yal that long to give me 6 fuckin stars? i hate it here. ian really feeling this book tho. my books literally be in the moment. might unpublish, might continue idk. yal seem bored with the shit anyway

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