Jennie POV
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Some says outing moments with people you love should really be treasured because youll never know when will you gonna have it again...
With the exact people you love..
And i think that's what im regretting right now.
Because it was the last time i saw you...
I wish i could turn back the time, the time when you were next to me, but you left. And left me hanging and longing to you. I did a mistake lisa, i was young, naive, especially a coward, i didnt tell you how much i love you, that the one who i truly like was you. I never really wanted to tell you guys about him liking me, but i did and it was on the day of our outings, i was hoping you would confess to me if my plan to tell you guys about him and maybe it will give you the signal that you should confess to me but it backfired sadly and here i am now remembering the day of our outing.
The day my mistake happen..
Flashback~
The day of outing~
Should i tell them? Or not?
Hmm. Maybeee. I just wanna know what her reaction be like.
I want to cross the line between as best friends but i don't know if she feels the same way too. I mumbled nervously while pacing back and forth in my room.
Maybe i should try...
After telling them about him with a bit of lies about it like liking him and tried to read your expressions and yeah i just want the soil to eat me. I never knew you would be this supportive. Like the way you said that i should try dating him because i like him, you never knew you break my heart into pieces that day and It really did shooked me but i brace myself to give you a smile that maybe look to you that it was a welcome smile but i was silently praying in my head that maybe asking you to take back what you said and just confess to me or maybe i should just really confess to you about my feelings.
I love you lisa.. (the words i never said)
I fancy you lisa.. (the words i never convey)
Please be mine lisa.. (the plea i want to say)
Can you be mine? (the question i want to tell)
But....
It was now gone.
gone coz you left.
Left without knowing the truth that i didnt really said yes to him, it was him who spread to our friends that i siad yes to him about making it official. But i never did. The day that i have the courage to confess to you about everything was the day you left without even telling me where your going.
It broke me..
Pained me..
And torture me..
By regretting the stupid thing i did and that is to lie to you.
Lie to everyone
Especially lie to myself
And please don't tell me im too late
For i will alwas willing to wait..
And i hope that when you get back, the courage i didnt do last time will be back and better this time and hopefully maybe Outings will be the chapter of us.
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La nako alam saan na talaga plot nito huhuh pero trinay ko talaga na mabigyan ng buhay ang story sa POV nilang dalawa hehehehe.
Baka mag try ako nga last 1 chap sa kanila ending pero di ko pa alam kung kailan hehehe sorry talaga.
Sorry if hindi maganda :)
Pero salamat sa pagbasaaaa :) labyuuu
Translation :
I don't know if the plot story really give justice to lisa's POV, but i tried to connect the two hehehhe hope youread it.
Maybe i will try to have another chapter in continuation of the story of them but i dont know when i can write again.
Sorry if its not nice :)
But thankyou for reading guyss,:) loveyouuuu
Sorry for the errors.
