Hello guys, another angst story for youuu hehe hope you like it, sorry for the typos and the grammar again :)
Lisa POV
It was the new first day of the second semester class, new classmates and a new time to spend with you, you guys were my best friend, You and Jisoo, we trio's always stuck together, you and me got the same block of schedules while jisoo have 2 subjects that's different from ours,
Yo lisa! Here! We save a seat for you. -jisoo said while motioning for me to come over to sit in the middle between you guys.
Thanks chu! :) you're a savior - i said and turn to you
Hi jen, goodmorning :)
Goodmorning Lis :) - you said
So on that casual greetings, we then catch up everything happened to us on the semestral break, we were so engulfed in our topic that we didnt think that the room was now field with new students that will be our new classmates. I never knew that you already saw him but keep lowkey about it, i was busy admiring the way you talk to think about it, and that's where it starts, when you caught a glimpse of him on that day,
Class starts, same old, same self introductions to each one of us conducted by our instructor. I was always this jittery type of person, i was never confident in my self on speaking up but because we have to really do it, i push my self to it, and then the trone pass to chu, it was her time to introduce, chu got up and move backward her chair but accidentally hit up the boy on the back, we turn to the back and immediatly say sorry and got back to chu to listen to her intro.
From then on, everyone got to finish the intro then the class proceed.
Lunch came and we got up to go to the caffeteria below, we ate and chat and go back to our room to wait for the next class. As we sat on our chair, the group of boys from our new classmates called you,
Hey jen! - chanyeol said and motion for the boy beside him whose ducking his haid.
Hello :) - you said
This guy got a crush on you - chan said and point to the boy
And you just smiled to chan :),
from then on the constant tease will be about the two of you even jisoo also joined for it was funny how kai would always get shy about it, and i just smile about it and thought it was just a crush and i always observe you to sense if you like him too but i really cant find anything different in your actions except you will just smile so i didnt bother about it.
And Hell i was wrong.
It was on the weekend, the day i didnt know i would be broken from what i heard from you.
We were video calling when randomly i ask you who si your crush,
Jen! Im curious, who is your crush by the way? You never said id to us, and you always say that we will know in time - I ask you for i really cant wait enough to know it and i noticed you smile and said.
Guess it's time for me to say it ha, you chuckle and continue
I have a crush on Kai - you said happily and blush
And there my friend igot my heart shot by heartache. Yet i keep smiling to you to hide my pain and shocked from what i heard.
Well how? I mean-. When? So that means, every teases we said to the both of you lowkey like it? i said in my mind.
and yes you admit it to me, you told me eveything from the first time you saw him, on how the way you describe that you like his eyes, smile and the constant teasing from the boys and us, and i was just there patiently listening to your crush story. And when we were done with the topic. We called it off for the say coz it was already dinner time and we have to eat. The time we cut off the call, you never know how i cried that time, i rewind all the memories and yes. I was really blind but you was a hell of a compose person and i didnt bother to know the slight changes on your expression everytime. From then on, i said to myself that i will keep what i feel for you and be a supportive friend to you.
And here we are now, I saw you happily walk in the isle and softly cries and fix your loving eyes on him whose waiting for you in the altar, and here i am the coward best friend of you who longingly loves you even to this day on, silently crying in pain and know it was the time i give myself an encouragement to officially let you go, that to let you go in my heart but never in my life for always, as you are my best friend and I will Always Support you.
Okay lang ba ito guyss? Considered nato na angst? Hehehe
P.s sorry jud kaayu kung guba'2 ako english
Translate : Sorry if my english is bad
