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Hello, Another update guyss, and to my first follower thankyou for following me and to you guys who is reading my book, i really appreciate it ;) so heres an update :)
Hope you like this plottttt
Bitaw guysss, lipay kaykos akung follower hehe. Wa jud ko magdahum huhu and thankyou for reading and i love you guyss ;) sorry again for errors :)
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Lisa POV
They say outings are harmless,
it gives you joy and contentment especially when you unwind with your friends, family, and love ones.
But why is my heart breaking now?
And Why the hell is the joy that i look forward to only gives me pain and sadness now.
we are at the room on my uncle's house in province, you, jisoo and chaeng are my roomates, While the others are on the other room.we planned this outing a long time ago. We promise to ourselves that when we graduate, we will unwind and be stress free to thank ourselves for doing a good job.
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I was listening silently to you guys talking about what you told us earlier,
The topic that cause my pain and broken heart.
I really did enjoy the outing, the swimming, the teasing and the others things. We were happily talking and singing in front of the bon fire, but not until you told us about him, him who is now courting you and him whom you starting to like.
I was shocked, devastated but most of all BROKEN, yet i keep my facade by forcing out an excited smile to let you know that i really like what i heard from you, despite the pain that im feeling and pity myself for feeling this way to you. The feeling of loving you. secretly.
Yes you read it right. I love her secretly, it started when i first saw her. I was captivated but didn't really make a big deal of it because im a girl myself, i was just thinking on how beautiful she was, later on that day we started to talk or rather i started to talk to her by lowkey asking about our lessons
Yeah i know guys im smooth hahaha (awit) ;)
And from then on we became best of friends with jisoo and chaeng. It was that time i realized i have feelings for you when i caught you talking to our classmate that have a massive crush on you and feeling pained seeing you smiling at him. I knew it back then that im inlove with you.
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Okay so out of the flashback hehe
Back to my pain heart.
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Again listening while faking my smile to you guys who are squelling talking about it or rather jisoo who keeps questioning you every now and then like a detective chu that she is about you and him, like how many dates have you gone to, when did you start liking him, how did he approach you. Blah blah blah. I was just silently hoping that you guys will not notice my lack of attention about it. But i really was born unlucky in this world when you turn to me and ask,
How about you lis, what can you say about it? Jennie ask while smiling softly at me but with something else i cannot read.
Im fine. I blurted out without thinking.
I.. I mean im fine with him, you like him too. wishing i was him i silently said in my head.
and we already graduated plus thats what we promise to ourselves right that lovelife comes when were done with college. i said timidly and force a smile hope that looks genuine while silently praying my tounge gets cut off for smoothly lying that im fine.
Yeah FINE.
F - feeling
I - in
N - near of my
E - ending
but i know myself its not what im really trying to say and it only cause to double the pain that im feeling when i look at you, seeing that small smile that i think as appreciative smile you send towards me for supporting you. I guess to my self that even if i didnt told you about what i said you would really give it a chance because you like him.
And yes weeks later from our trip i recieved a news that you give him a chance. A chance to be with you. I didnt really felt shocked now like last time because maybe i already expected it from you to give him a chance and guess what? YOU REALLY DID.
And still it breaks me.
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To my follower, heres an update you requested for :) i hope you like it hehe and also guys,
Do you want me to try and give this a happy ending? Im thinking of making a jennie pov but i dont know where to start the side story of jennie now that i change the last part of the story to make it more angst :) can you help me by suggesting guys hehe please tell me on the comments hheheh arigato~
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