VENOM

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In the land of Philadelphia....

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His legs padding away with me. Hands roughly tugging on my hair as he dragged me to a place I dread to be, a kingdom I never want to live in.

We've been walking like this for about two hours. The eight man including Vicus followed behind Venom. But my body faced them.

I looking forward to all man. Trying to figure their expression, but they only had hard looks. The forest was becoming clearer. Soon we'll be in the roads. And I didn't know what he'll do once we got to where this cruel man planned to take me.

My sobs where loud and I couldn't hold them any longer. I cried, whailed and opened up all the hurt and feelings that where bottled up for years. I wanted to stop crying, but I couldn't. It's like I'm crying but not knowing that I am.

That's complicated.

It feels like it was just yesterday when I was held under a man's control. My own family that left me to die. The same man that should love me as a daughter took advantageof me. My own brother who never cared....I was his sister, and he gave no fuck...

The same man who made all man cruel is.... as close as I can never ask to be. If my own brother and father could stoop so low, how could a vicious king like him be? The pain and suffering I endured cannot be guaranteed. It's killing me.

I washed my hands. Taking all the dishes in their place. Mom said to be obedience, to do what ever they say. I repeat all her words in my head.

Don't speak back.

They are above you.

No eye contact.

Give them what they want

And the one that hurts the most was when she uttered the words I didn't know she'll say.

Give them everything, even if they ask for your body. Don't argue, as a good, obedience girl you are.

Mommy is right. She's always right. But when it came to something like this, I can't help it but panic. A man has never seen me half naked, and touching me will eventually kill me.

"Philippe!!" Jumping, I spinned around so fast I could feel my head daze for a while. "Philippe!" He shouted again. His body swayed as he made an entrance in the kitchen. He is definitely drunk.

"D-Dad?"

"Don't call me that you fool!!" He screamed. He threw the bottle of glass on the floor in full force. Pieces of glass flying everywhere, and cutting a small skin on my feet.

As the obedience child I am, I made no sound.

"S-Sorry." I stuttered, all my life, this man scared me. I haven't gone a day without seeing his face. I couldn't even hide from him. He always found me.

"My bed. Now." Those words where not new. But each time I heard them, it felt like my heart broke in thousand pieces, like the world crumbles down.

My heart just want to stop. I just want to stop breathing. I stare at the man in front of me. The man I'm supposed to love. The man that suppose to care for me, embrace me, love me....is the man I fear, hate, and the same man I want to kill one day.