Thank You for Loving Me

Heartbreak

Beam POV

I saw it clearly with my own eyes. How P'Forth was fucked my cousin Josa...

...how his cock entered and exited Josa's wet pussy.
...how his hips gyrated then he'll give a strong thrust in.
...how the muscles of his butt contracted everytime he pushes inside my cousin.
...how his balls juggle as he ram his cock in and how it hits Josa's labia.

...I saw everything.

My knees buckled and I felt like fainting. I was dumbstruck. I tried to scream, to object, but nothing came out of my opened mouth. I wanted to runaway but my feet were cemented in placed. My strength were slowly sapped away by the sound of skin slapping and illicit moaning.

Until both of them exclaimed in unison... "AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!"

At the same exact moment, my tears flooded my face.

I heard P'Forth speak. I heard it straight from his mouth. "Fuck Josa, fucking a pussy feels so good!"

"And we can do more things to make it better Forth." Josa replied.

I grew deaf with what I heard. My chest tightened. It hurt. I grabbed my shirt near my heart and I was gasping for air. My tears raining down non-stop. I think even mucus was dripping from my nose. I didn't care what I looked like because I was turning crazy with what I saw and heard.

Unconsciously, I whimpered. It made P'Forth turn his head to my direction.

"Beam?"

"Why???" My eyes were blurry with tears that I couldn't see P'Forth's face clearly. "Why P'Forth???" My voice pleaded for an answer. But once again, P'Forth answered by dropping his gaze.

I couldn't take the pain anymore. I ran out and went straight to my room then expended all my emotions. My thirst was forgotten, my throat ran dry, yet my pillow was wet with my overflowing tears. That night, I cried myself to sleep.

When I woke up the next day, it was already 11AM. I instantly remembered what happened last night and I broke down again. Once I calmed down, I got up and looked at the mirror. I looked at my haggard self. Eyes swollen from all my crying. Someone who obviously weren't able to get a good night's sleep.

When I raised my head, I saw the the figurines that P'Forth gave me in the reflection. My eyes burned in anger. "Damn you P'Forth!!!"

I grabbed them one by one and threw them towards the wall where they shattered to pieces. "Liar!!! Damn all of you!!!" I exclaimed to express my distraught.

I opened by bedside drawer and claimed the box that contained all of P'Forth's letters to me. I read the one inside the blue envelope again. He gave that particular letter during my last birthday.

My love,

Happy birthday! I hope you'll be happy in your special day. I love you so much. Actually, I don't have any idea why you are special to me. I won't ever love another but only you baby. I love you...

Forth

My eyes watered again. It was torrential, unending flow of tears. Even as I closed my eyes, it kept on coming out.

"P'Forth... Huhuhuhu... why..." I thought out loud. "You made me into a fool. I thought everything you shown me were real. I thought you loved me. Why P'Forth?"

"WHHHHYYYYYYY?!" I shouted as I teared up all the letters in the box.

It was already 2PM when I decided to go down from my room. I made sure to make muself look normal because I don't want my parents to notice my swollen eyes. When I came down, I saw my parents and Josa sitting around the dining table having a lively conversation.