T/N: Title was inspired by Sailor Uranus's attack. WOOOORRRRLLLLLLDDDDD SHAKING!!!!!
Beam POV
A couple of weeks passed, someone knocked on my room. When I opened my door, I was surprised to see my cousin's son, Jeremy. "Uncle Beam, Uncle Forth asked me to give this to you." He handed me an envelope.
I took the the item and said thanks. I opened it and pulled out the letter within. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes before reading on.
My babylove,
Even though we're still not in good terms, I still want to call you as my baby, my love because you are the only one.
My eyes welled up. I just miss him so much. I continued reading.
I know I made a mistake. I fully regret what I did. I cannot live without you love. Please always remember what I told you before, that you're my buddy and my partner with everything that I do.
I've known long before that I love you and I hold special feelings for you. I do admit that I'm weak because I got easily seduced by your cousin. But please understand that I'm a man with needs especially that I'm a bisexual.
But Beam, I love you more than that. I love you more than just the sex.
My world fell apart when I saw you that night. Yes, I felt pleasure when I fucked Josa but it was just shortlived. If I knew that it will cost me a lifetime of sadness because you will be gone from my side, I'd rather not do it.
Beam, I can't take it that you ignore me.
Beam, I can't take it that you don't talk to me.
Beam, I fully regret what I did. I hope you will feel my sincerity. I don't know how I can prove how much I'm filled with remorse.I miss you so much, Beam.
I miss your laughs.
I miss your antics.
I miss that you're always there when I have a problem to comfort me and make me smile.Beam, I can't live without you. Please forgive me.
Forever loving you,
ForthP.S.
You will always be my babylove. I will protect you from anyone who wants to do you harm. I love you so much.I have no idea why I have an endless supply of tears in my ducts. They're probably a production plant of tears. If there will be a case for eye cancer, I would probably be the first case in the world.
I laughed at my own sillyness. I'm sure if P'Forth heard that he'll probably laugh his ass off. I sort of have this little weirdness.
*sigh*
P'Forth has been my protector for years. I also missed his sweetness. He's the first man who gave me special attention in my life.
I broke down again. I miss my P'Forth so much.
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Thank You for Loving Me
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