*your pov*
I opened the door to see Hajime smiling.
"Hurry up!" I said pulling him in.
"You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah fine!" I said scared for the storm that's coming.
"You seem scared, is this what your issue is?" He asked.
"Mhm." I hum nodding my head.
Suddenly a loud growl from the thunder rang as I jumped.
"I'm sorry I dragged you here. But you were curious." I said trying to muster a smile.
*Hajime's pov*
"So what is bothering you so much?" I asked.
"I hate thunderstorms, like to the point I hide in a closet." She explained.
"Well you have me. I will stay all night if you wish." I said hugging her.
"I'd like that." She said hugging me back but immediately jumping as another roar of thunder boomed causing her to hug me tighter.
"It's okay, I'm here." I said petting her hair as she quivered in my arms.
"I-I'm scared." She stuttered.
"Shhhh. I'm here, you'll be okay, your safe." I said picking her up and taking her to her bed where I sat down and layed her on my lap.
"H-Hajime?" She asked.
"Yeah?"
"Could you stay the night?" She asked.
"Anything you want." I said.
I was calming her down to the point she was ignoring the thunder and lightning while we chatted until the lights went out.
"AH!" She yelled in the dark before scrambling to her night stand grabbing a flashlight, turning it on and running off and coming back with three candles where she lit and put them on her nightstand. She then grabbed her phone hid under the blankets and dragged me down with her.
"What do you want to watch?" She asked.
"How about that show you already talk about?" I suggest.
"Gilmore Girls?" She asked. (I'm watching it while writing so Yee)
"Sure." I said.
She giggled, went on nexflix and played the first episode but made sure the battery saver was on and the scream brightness was down.
"I made sure it was fully charged before hand and now the battery saver is on so I only use the portable charger if needed." She said.
"I figured the power will go out so my phone's fully charged and if yours died from the portable charger then mine should due until we fall asleep." I reassured.
"Thanks." She smiled.
"No problem." I smiled back.
She wasn't to okay again so I hugged her close.
We cuddled until she fell asleep in my arms.
I woke up to see y/n on my chest sleeping. I smiled and kissed her forehead causing her to wake up.
"*Yawn* Morning." She yawned.
"Good morning sleepyhead." I said.
"The storms still happening." She said.
"Don't worry I'm here." He said.
"Yeah and it's only raining and I love sleeping and waking up to the sound of rain." She said getting off me and opening the window and staring out it.
"It's nice isn't it?" I asked joining her.
"Yeah, it's so peaceful." She smiled.
"I'm glad that after all the bad in weather there's good." I sighed.
"Yeah. Hey I'll be right back, I just need to get something." She said leaving me in her room.
*Your pov*
I still get the thoughts that I'm useless and would be better off dead which is why I'm here. On the rooftop of the dorms, where no one ever goes.
"y/n what are you doing up here?" Hajime asked.
"I just wanted to see the view from up here." I lied.
"It is better up here, we better get going." He said grabbing my hand and taking me to my room.
"Why were you on the roof?" I asked.
"I wanted to see the view. Like you." He smiled.
I smiled as we got back into my dorm.
"I'm going to shower." I said pointing to my bathroom, grabbing clothes and rushing in.
Once in I started taking off my clothes until I was only in my undergarnents.
"Wow, I've been gaining alot." I sighed looking at my body. Feeling ashamed of my body and knowing I can't fix it anytime soon.
I climbed into the shower, washing myself and got out. While I was wrapping a towel around myself I spotted a razor on the countertop.
Slowly I picked it up and dragged it across my thighs and midsection. When I was done I wrapped myself in bandages before putting on my basketball shorts that I grabbed and a baggy shirt. Once dressed I walked out to see Hajime with food.
"You hungry?" He asked.
"Not really my stomach hurt?" I said not lying because it did hurt.
"Here let me check it." He said coming up to me.
"N-no thanks I'm fine just a little upset stomach from the snacks." I lied.
"Oh, alright then." He said.
*Hajime's pov*
y/n must be getting sick from earlier because she hasn't been eating.
I brushed it off knowing she'll be fine. The storm started again and y/n was shaking in my arms.
I tried cleaning her down but she was more scared.
Eventually she fell asleep and relaxed.
I was about to drift off to sleep when I saw bandages on her thighs unravel. Curious, I inspected further. I gently lifted the ends of her shorts so I could see why she was bandaged up only to reveal cuts.
I quickly checked her shoulders and torso for more and only found them on her torso.
I was too shocked to think clearly so I just hid the fact that I saw them until I could question her.
I tried to sleep but couldn't with what I have seen.
It was morning and y/n stirred before waking up.
"Morning Hajime." She said smiling sweetly.
"M-moring." I started with a serious face.
"You alright you don't look like you've slept?" She asked.
"Nothing's wrong." I said. I know it's cruel but I wanted to see how far she'll go to hide it so I placed my hand on her thigh and squeezed it.
Her face lit up with a blush as she flinched from the pain.
I squeezed her thigh a bit harder causing her to bite her lip.
"Want to cuddle?" I asked.
She nodded rolling over so her back faced me. I wrapped my arm around her torso, and held her close.
"H-Hajime c-could you l-losen u-up?!" She asked.
"Sure, you okay? You usually like me hugging you close and you haven't eaten at all yesterday or today." I asked.
"I just woke up I'll eat later and I just don't want to be squeezed to death." She chuckled.
"If you say so." I sighed.
*Your pov*
I was in so much pain from Hajime getting touchy.
"H-Hajime I think I'm going to go get some cleaning supplies." I said getting up and grabbing my jacket.
He looked at me with a face full of concern.
"y/n come here quickly." He said.
I nervously walked back over to him, I stood next to my bed where he was.
He didn't look ready to say anything and just as I was about to say something he grabbed my wrist and pulled me onto the bed. I closed my eyes for impact and when I opened then I saw him on-top of me, holding my wrists with his hands.
"H-Haji-"
"It's okay." He said moving one hand to hold both of my wrists in one hand. And with his second hand he had it gripping the bottom of my shirt.
"I'm sorry y/n." He sighed, and before I said anything he pulled my shirt up.
"DON'T!" I yelled trying to break free of his grasp but in that time he pulled down my shorts.
"HAJIME LET ME GO!" I yelled.
*Hajime's pov*
I started unravelling the bandages trying to ignore her screams.
"HINATA!" She yelled making me let go of her wrists.
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!" She shouted pulling her shorts back up and shirt down.
"y/n, I-" I started but felt a burn on my cheek just to find out she hit me.
"Get. Out." She spat before running out of the room.
*Your pov*
I didn't know what to think anymore.
He betrayed me. When I started trusting him the most.
"I-I hate him." I repeated to myself catching my breath.
"Y/N?!" I heard the voices of my classmates call out.
"y/n what are you doing here?" Nagito asked.
"I don't want to go back. I've done nothing but try to fix myself. I've tried eating but I feel fat, I've tried being more open but people can't let me open up at the pace I'm happy with, I've tried dealing with my issues but no one can let me figure out the right way." I cried as he hugged me.
"We care about you and worry." He mumbled into the top of my head.
"But I've tried, I've tried being better but I just can't erase those thoughts."
*Hajime's pov*
I watched as Nagito was the one comforting her and just felt anger well up inside me.
