Unconditionally Loving You

II

Kale look so ecstatic while staring at me. I just gave him an emotionless look. He immediately runs toward me and he hugged me so tight like he's really innocent. How funny. I knew the truth but I want to listen to his lies. That's why I decided to act like nothing's happened.

"Erielle, I fucking missed you baby,Im sorry if wasn't able to celebrate our anniv yesterday" he started.

"What do you want? Where do you want us to celebrate?" he added.

I am enjoying this moment. This will be the last time na rin naman na makakasama ko sya. I love Kale and I could forgive him not now,but soon. But my trust? I can't give it to him again. Not anymore.

May mga tao pala talagang ganto,kahit alam nila sa sarili nilang may kalokohan silang ginawa at nakasakit sila,kaya parin nila umakto na parang wala lang nangyare. Ilang minuto na kaming nakatayo sa tapat ng bahay kaya ng bumalik ang huwisyo ko ay agad ko ng hinarap si Kale at nagdahilan upang di matuloy kung ano mang gusto nyang gawin namin ngayong araw. Buti nalang at nakaisip agad ako ng pwedeng ipalusot.

"Uhm...Kale..I-im not really feeling well because It's my first day ngayon so I can't really do any activities,kilala mo naman ako hinang hina pag mer-

"No babe! Its okay naiintindihan ko naman,magpahinga ka nalang dyan and call me if you need anything,okay?"  He suddenly cutted me off,ni hindi nya man lang ako pinatapos sa sasabihin ko. Kitang kita ko gaano sya nagmamadali na para bang sang ayon na sang ayon sya sa diko pagsama. Hindi ko nalang ito pinansin pa at pumasok narin ako sa loob ng bahay.

Agad naman akong sinalubong ng aking alagang aso na si Kuchi at agad akong pinaulanan ng halik sa mukha at para bang isang taon ako nawala.

Hay! Buti pa ang mga aso

Bigla kong naalala ang nangyari kanina sa hotel.Ang laking kahihiyan,Erielle. Pero okay lang yan di naman namin siguro matatandaan ang itsura ng isa't-isa.

Diko pa namalayan na nakatulala nalang ako sa hangin kung hindi biglang tinahol ako ni Kuchi,nginitian ko nalang to at agad hg naglakad patungo sa aking kwarto. Pagkabukas ko ng pintuan ay agad bumungad sakin ang ang kalakihan kong kama. Dito na ako humiga agad at nag isip kung anong pwedeng gawin mamaya.

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I slowly opened my eyes. The sunlight is directly towards me. As I checked the time on my phone... Seriously?! ITS ALREADY MORNING?! As far as I remember, I slept yesterday afternoon and now? Morning na? What a sleepyhead.

I immediately grabbed the towel and stepped out of my room. I stretched my body as hard as I could. Hay! Another day,another problems nga naman.

As I opened the shower ramdam na ramdam ko ang lamig ng tubig. Bigla kong naalala ang nangyari kahapon na agad ko naman kinalungkot. Girl let go! He doesn't deserve you! He's an asshole who loves to fuck loose women!

Should I call him now and tell that I want to end everything between him and I? I asked myself.

Bitch! You gotta do it. Now! Myself answered.

Yeah,some of you might find it weird but there's a huge different when you hear yourself cheering you up than other people do.

It's has a lot more impact and energy,swear guys. You gotta start do it to yourself.

I turned off the shower and I stepped out as soon as I finish tapping the towel on my face and my whole body. My phone rings so I run towards my bed,I rapidly answer the call and its Mom.

"Erielle anak." She paused. "We will go home 5 days from now make sure that you are prepared because me and your dad will be having a lot of VVIP events,comference and business meeting,so hang on."

I thought they're going home just to visit me.

"Anak?"

"Oh sorry ma,by the way what is it with me? Why do I have to be prepared e kayo lang naman ni Daddy ang maraming ganap?"
Agad kong sagot sakanya gawa ng pagtataka ko na rin sa sinabi nya.

"Don't you get it,Erielle? You will be coming with us anak at dib—"

"But ma, I finished a degree that is so far related to business!" I can't help myself but to answer my mom in a high-tone.

"Erielle anak,I understand"

You don't ma! Pasinghal kong sagot sa isip ko.

"I understand anak but imagine, you will meet some of the biggest and richest families like Salvatore Zobel,Genovesse,Montesewiz and Luch—"

"But mom,I do not care about those families! Im at peace and I could get a stable job with or without connections."
Totoo naman e,I do not need any of those families. I can manage myself so what's the point? I raised myself since my family is not always here in the Philippines kaya kong tumayo sa sarili kong paa at kamay.

"Erielle whether you like it or not,you will join us!" I could sense the madness in my mom's voice kaya agad kong binaba ang tawag bago pa sya magsalita ulit. I lay down on my bed at nagisip isip muna ng panandalian.

Bigla kong naalala ang dapat kong gawin ngayong araw kaya naman agad akong nagbihis at hinanda ang sarili para tawagan si Kale. Agad nya naman itong sinagot.

"Hello babe, Im kinda busy right now. Pwedeng later nalang?"

"No, I won't take this long,Kale" I prepared myself so I heaved a sigh and..."Kale,I want to end our relationship and pl——"

"Babe naman! You can't do this to me! Hey! Erielle babe,don't you dare end the call,I'll be there."

"I can't do this thing huh? But you can cheat on me? ENOUGH! Kale you can't fool me anymore. Fuck you and your sextapes! Kadiri ka." And I ended the the call at hindi ko na sya hinayaang magexplain.

I stretched my body again but this time in front of the mirror. I touched my waist and check my butt in the mirror. I did some weird sexy poses and I find it so funny. Ang saya ko dahil nakawala ako sa gagong lalakeng yun. Haaaay!

Bigla kong naisip ang sinabi ni mommy. Wala naman sigurong masama kung maglibang libang nalang din ako although it's a business trip.

Okay! Fine! I will join them but they cannot force me to do something that I don't want. I missed them too,I'll just think that it is a Family trip even tho its far from that. Argh!

Wait me there, rich ass families!