Combination Of Letters

Trans and the ways of the world

I guess this is my way of coming out

I am transgender
I was born in the body of a women but my soul has never been aligned with societies genders, I am just me
I see them when I look in the mirror
I hear their voice in my head
I act their emotions the best I can with what I have
I'm so tired with this body

I want to be free again as I knew I once was
Maybe in a past life I was a man and I was happy
What sort of God plays a cruel joke like this?
Who decided that this was a good thing to do to a person?
I'd like to speak to whoever did this to me and I dont know maybe slap them

I wish my mom accepted me but all she sees is her daughter dying when her kid is desperately trying to crawl out of this hell they have been placed in
"You'll detransition"
"You'll want to kill yourself"
"You'll hate the way your body looks"
"You'll regret everything"
"You'll be killed if you come out"
"You put your family at risk by coming out"

Fuck that and fuck you I'm sick of this life and the way you treat me

You're a narcissist and everything has to go your way or we are damned

Dear reader I'm sorry for ranting once again, just feels good to get this out in some way, I never get to speak