i loved you °mark

three

sehwa

"i'm really sorry. but i really have to. i have personal reasons please understand" he said, i blinked and smiled painfully. you never trusted me.

"youngji noona" i heard "noona" i hummed in response- then i remembered. i'm still at school. i jolted up and saw jeno. a big smile appeared on my face "oh my god i finally got to meet you" i slipped in english, i slapped my mouth before speaking in korean "it's nice meeting you in person" i tried hard. he chuckled, "right? when did you come? why didn't you tell me" he pouted as i smiled at his cuteness.

yes, i lost contact with mark after the break up. but his friends became my friends too- i shouldn't break my friendship with them just because i broke up with him, it'll be foolish of me if i did do.

"ah i wanted to surprise you- but you already saw me, even worse, sleeping" i pouted as he ruffled my hair "but how did you even know?" i asked him, fixing my hair "hyung told me" my smile faded. my hands stopped on their own.

"anyway, we should hang out" i tried changing the topic. my eyebrows furrowed a little as his ears started turning red "are you cold?" i asked him as i took off my jacket and attempted to put it on him when mark appeared.

i slowly and awkwardly put the jacket back on- thinking of an excuse to leave them "ah right, i have to meet brian and get my lunch from him- see ya" i waved goodbye to jeno, he did the same. i walked out of the school and strolled at the cold and chill streets nearby the school- eating from every stands that caughts my eyes.

i walked back to school holding my belly "ah good thing i lied" i talked to myself and entered the school to come across mark again- with a girl wiping his sweat? not the girl from earlier who seems to be his friend too. yeah, friend i guess. i shrugged it off and went to my locker to get the books for the next class.

i shrugged it off- but it keeps coming back. why does he have so much girls around him? BUT WHY DO I CARE? i argued with myself and slammed the locker door close. thankfully, there wasn't any student here at the moment.

or so i thought. i gulped as he walked my direction, i turned around and pretended i saw nothing. i wanted to run away but i already found myself pinned on the lockers. i gripped on the books tighter feeling the pressure and nervous. i tried and composed myself as i looked up to him due to the height difference "yes, mr. lee? can i help you with anything?" i asked with the most fake smile ever.

he blinked before scoffing "why are you being like this?" he asked, not believing my behavior and words "i dont what you're talking about, mr. lee" i innocently said and pushed him off gently. smiling and bowing at him "i'll get going now, mr lee. you dont seem to need me anyway" i bowed again and turned around. as soon as he was out of my sight. i gulped and my face was straight- scarily straight as i saw our reflection on the glass door infront of me.

but you really dont need me anyway.