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"come back, now. we really need you hyung" i gulped at my sibling's voice and looked at my girlfriend eating her pizza happily, i smiled at the mosy pleasing sight ever. will i ever see this again?

"where are you going- hyung!" jeno called but i choose to ignore. i quietly followed youngji knowing she lied. she's still a very bad liar. i watched her back as she skipped her way to the cold streets- unbothered by the low temperature. i chuckled. she's a real canadian. she kept eating, i did too- i've always wanted to do this, eat every food we see on these busy streets of seoul.

i'm very thankful to see her eat happily, it's a big relief. she was heading back to school so i rushed so i would be there first and she wouldn't notice i followed her.

"oh? where were you? why are you so tired?" jana, a good friend asked as she took out tissues and wiped my face full of sweat from all the running "thank you, you're the best" i showed her thumbs up as she nodded and smiled- her ears turning red. i looked at her worried as i took off my jacket and put it on her shoulders "you'll catch cold if you dont wear warm clothes"

i looked around and saw youngji heading towards the lockers, i followed her feeling a little uneasy. i really need to talk to her- i need to clear the air and misunderstandings. she saw me and attempted to ran away, again. but i held her wrist and took this chance to pin her to the lockers.

she gave me a cold shoulder.

and not gonna lie, it hurts.

i watched her back as she went inside the classroom "i'll win you back" i said to myself, determined. i used the back door and entered the room quietly and unexpectedly, there was only jeno and yeongji there. why is he even here? they dont seem to notice me as they are still laughing around.

"but noona, do you perhaps...still like hyung?" my eyes litted up, anticipating a yes from her. she chuckled with a hint of nervousness, this is eavesdropping but whatever. i looked at her back with high expectation "i'm not sure" she answered a safe answer as jeno whined "ah noonaaa" tsk. i cleared my throat earning their attention, her eyes widen "what were you two talking about?" i pretended to not kmow "randoms" she answered in english, panicking. bad liar. but i pretended i fell for it and nodded.

"why are you here?" jeno asked, i looked at him weirdly "because it's our classrom? you, why are you here?" i asked him, he blinked before clearing his throat "just cause" he answered. he like her. totally. i slid my way to my seat- which is literally behind her so....anyway, jeno stood up and looked at me- no scratch that. he glared at me before leaving the room.

should i consider him as a competitor? or is he just playing around? happy crush or something? cause i'm not. i'm completely serious. i'll get her back and never foolishly let go again.