song:
billie eilish - when the party's over
this song reminds me of the darkest side of me. me who wants to self-destruct. me who is unhappy. me who is suffering. i want to let this side of me go.
everyday, it has been clinging onto me from day-to-night, whether i'm alone or surrounded, it's always there.
I know this side of me will not leave anytime soon, all i can wish for is for it to stay where it belonged.
deep inside of me.
