Centimeters Between Us

Week Three...part 5

(Emotional/lime-ish)

(Atsumu pov)

Holy shit...is this really happening or am I dreaming?

I slowly open my eyes, seeing Omi's eyelashes fluttering open, his deep brown eyes stare back at me. I lean back to breathe, unable to look away from his face. His eyes are soft, lips plump and his cheeks are flushed...

He's so hott...I move my hands, reaching up to cup his face, just to make sure he's really standing in front of me, finally letting out a deep breath. I can't find the words to say, so I just stare at his beautiful face.

"I can't believe I actually found a way to shut you up," Sakusa smiles, gently brushing back my bangs.

"Pfft...I told you I needed a good reason..." I lean up and kiss him softly. "I think you are a pretty amazin' reason to hold back my tongue."

"But I love your tongue," he grins, kissing me slowly.

"........" I blush as he pulls back. When did he get this smooth? How has he never had a lover before...it doesn't make sense. He continues to smile at me, as he leans forward and gently kisses me.

(Sakusa pov)

Miya's confused face is really cute, I smile as I kiss him. His lips are so soft and firm, I could kiss him forever.

I grab his waist with my free hand and set down the bag of food on the desk behind him, not breaking the kiss until I wrap both arms around him.

"Omi..." Atsumu heavily breathes, his hands move from my face to the back of my neck. "I need to tell ya somethin and I understand if ya don't feel the same, but I..." he takes a deep breath.

"Miya..." I patiently say, holding him closer. It's cute when he's nervous,  but I dont want to cause him a panic attack. "Tell me...please."

"I...like you..." Atsumu smiles, exhaling.

(No one's pov)

"...and not as a friend," Atsumu continues. "Not that I dont like ya as a friend! What I mean is...normally I dont think 'bout how cute my friends are or get nervous when I see 'em half naked or want to kiss 'em when they smile...and I definitely don't have wet dreams 'bout 'em...." Atsumu blushes at his own words. "I don't want cha to think that I mess around. I know everyone thinks I'ma huge flirt, but I haven't kissed anyone in years...and I've only been with one person, but that was also a long time ago...I know you're probably regretting kissing me now, but I wanted to tell ya anyways..."

Sakusa's eyes widen as he stares into Atsumu's teary eyes.

"Miya...I..." he starts to say, pulling the blonde closer until they are completely pressed against each other, he wraps his arms tightly around his setter. "Thank you for me telling me!" He pulls back just enough to see the faint smile on Atsumu's lips.  "I don't regret kissing you, even if it was my first kiss."

Atsumu blushes, his mouth hangs open. His first kiss? What the hell? How is he so good at kissing?

"You don't have to panic," Sakusa laughs, caressing Atsumu's cheek. "I wouldn't have kissed you or touched you I'd I didn't want to." He watches Atsumu's face lighten up, his lips return to a small smile. "I know I'm difficult to understand and live with, but I've never wanted someone to share space with me before. It always made me sick."

"Omi..." Atsumu's tears fall without a thought.

Sakusa smiles, wiping the tears away. "I feel at ease with you, Miya. I like being around you and I like sharing my space with you." He pulls Atsumu in for a gentle kiss. "I like you too..."

"As a friend?" Atsumu whispers.

"No..." Sakusa laughs. "I don't think just friends should want to touch and kiss each other as much as I want to." He kisses Atsumu more firmly this time, his tongue peeking it's way into his mouth, earning a soft moan from the setter before he pulls back. "It made me happy when Hinata and Bokuto mistook you for my boyfriend.  I've been holding these feelings in since before I joined the Black Jackals. Probably since we first met."

"Are ya tellin' me that I could'a had my first kiss with ya if I hadn't been such a damn chicken in high school?" Atsumu was surprised.

"Probably not...I wasn't quiet ready to accept myself, nor my feelings back then," Sakusa's smile falls. "I would have ended up hurting you."

"Hey...don't make that face," Atsumu grabs Sakusa's cheeks. "I'm glad ya told me and I'm glad I didn' fuck things up back then with my hormones, 'cause I would'a," he laughs. "Thank ya for waitin' for me Omi Omi."

"You were worth the wait," Sakusa smiles.

"Ye...yer gonna hav'ta tell me when to stop or when you don't like somethin'..." Atsumu smiles, kissing Sakusa. "So I'll follow your lead."

"I'm curious..." Sakusa kisses down Atsumu's neck. "Are you a top or a bottom?"

What??? Where did he learn that from? I bet it was Shoyo! Atsumu laughs to himself.

"Well..." Atsumu clears his throat. "The only person I was with was my ex-girlfriend...so I haven't dated a guy before. I don't even know what I am."

"Girlfriend? I thought..." Sakusa's body tightens up a little.

"It didn' really work when we tried, so I dont even know if it really counts," Atsumu laughs. "She knew before I did that I was gay and was really great about it."

"I'm glad your first time was with a good person," Sakusa smiles, genuinely happy for everything Atsumu was telling him. He had felt nervous before he heard the full story with his ex. Knowing that there wasn't any ex-boyfriends was actually a relief. "It makes me happy that I'll be your first man."

How can he say such cheesy shit? Atsumu's face reddened with embarrassment. Does that mean Omi wants to be on top? Atsumu gulps at the pleasant thought of being underneath his Spiker.

Omi is going to be my first man...