Dr. Dawson(One Chicago)

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A/N let's just pretend this was Jays mom's ring

*Kennedys POV*

I sit with Gabi my whole body feels numb, I wipe my face again as tears slowly fall still, Ryan fell asleep again and I was trying not to wake her up again

The door opens and I look up too see Antonio and Jay walk in

I look down at Ryan as I was trying not to look at Jay at the moment

Jay looks at Ryan, I pull her closer to my body

"Ke-" Jay was about to talk but Antonio stopped him

"What did we just talk about" Antonio says and Jay backs up and my older brother steps forward and sits down beside me

"How you feeling?" He asks and I shrug looking at Jay then back at my daughter who's face was tear stained

"I'm fine" I say pulling my daughter closer to my chest laying my head on top of hers

"Jay do you trust my sister?" Antonio says looking at him

"I do" he says taking a step closer

"Than why'd you say all that?" I ask as Gabi took Ryan from me and walked towards her room

"I was mad at myself for something and I took it out on you and I am so sorry" Jay says placing his hands in his hair

"You never answered my question earlier why did you have my file?" I ask moving away from Antonio and leaning into the couch which basically swallows me up

"You dont talk alot about your past and I wanted to know more about it and I needed to know more about Michael before asking something, so I looked at both of your files" he says looking at his feet

"I got one more question" Antonio says breaking an awkward silence

"How much do you love my sister?" He asks as Gabi walks out of the room

"With everything I have, I'd give the world up for you Kennedy" he says walking closer until he was right in front of me

I look down at my lap where my hands were laid laced together

I take a deep breath in looking up to see Jay on one knee

"I know I messed up so fucking badly and I know this won't fix it but" Jay starts pulling out a small black velvet box

"But I love you so much and I want to spend everyday waking up to you, seeing you smile, I remember when I first met you I thought you were the most beautiful woman in the world" he says grabbing my hand

"Actually this isn't right" he says standing and I frown but I look up to see him walking towards Ryan's room

I see Ryan running out smiling, she runs and sits between Antonio and I

"This is better" he smiles getting back down on one knee and smiling

"I never thought I'd find someone like you and I never thought I would fall in love with someone so fast" he says I hear a sniffle and look over at Antonio wiping his eyes