Hour 10

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Hi my lovies! I hope everyone is doing ok!

Here's another chap!

Love lots,
Ness💖😘🥰

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It was a crazy day backstage to one of our performances. Louis was losing his mind because he had to go on live tv and confirm the baby news.

Him and I had discussed it, and I was okay with it. And I knew he was secretly excited to have a baby. Not so much with her, but being a dad over all. And I was not going to ruin that for him.

"Louis, you need to calm down! Will someone please get this lad to chill out?!" I sighed from my chair where Lottie was doing my makeup

She gave me a smile and nodded, "Go, you're all finished." I smiled back and kissed her cheek walking towards her brother

He was cursing under his breath, pacing around with his hand between his hair. Lou was in the corner watching him annoyed because she had just done his fringe. Our publicist was rubbing his forehead not knowing how to calm him down

"Hey love." he instantly turned at the sound of my voice and looked frantic. His eyes welled up

"Harry, I can't do this. I don't know what i'm doing, why i'm doing this. Why I did this to myself. To you! Oh god." I shook my head walking over and took his hand. I guided him to sit on a chair, and I crouched down to him

"Shh, Lou. Look at me." his teary eyes stared into mine nervously. My hand instantly went to the back of his neck and started soothing it, playing with his hair softly. The other on his knee rubbing it as well trying to stop it from bouncing so much

"Haz." I smiled up at him, and then leaned forward just a bit to whisper softly so no one could hear us in our little bubble

"Hey, it's alright love. Just breathe, there's no need to be so anxious. We discussed this and i'm okay, I promise. You should be too! You're having a baby!" he scoffed reaching to place his hand on top of mine over his knee

"How can I be happy when I didn't mean for it to happen and it broke us!"

"It didn't break us. I'm still right here. We promised that from here on out we are going to get through it all, together. No bullshit. It happened already, we can't stop it. You need to accept it like I have." he sighs slowing down his leg movement and bites his lip sniffling

"How are we going to move past it though? Confirming this just makes it so real!"

"It is real. But if you're more worried on how we're going to move forward, don't be. I have a plan, just let this anxiety leave your body and be happy. We're still together, married. And you're going to be the most amazing father. Please promise me? Let it go." he looked into my eyes for a while searching for reassurance. After a minute, he let out a sigh in relief, his leg finally stilled

"Alright. Okay. I promise." I smiled and leaned in to kiss him quick then stood back on my feet pulling him up into a hug

"It's going to be okay. Now go so Lou can fix your hair before we go on." he smiled wiping his eyes and nodded

"Thank you." as he walked away our publicist sighed beside me

"I have no idea how you can get him so calm so fast. But we are very thankful." I rolled my eyes waving him off and walked away

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"Wow. You are really each other's anchors aren't you." Louis smiled kissing Harry's hand

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