Hour 11

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Been so long I know. Was in the hospital, but i'm fine now.

Here's another chap for ya💕

Love you all!
-Ness🥳

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"Well, twenty-sixteen started off as pure bliss and a reconnection between us. I mean it was a great couple of months. Freddie was born, Lou was happy. Danielle was incredible and understanding. She actually learned some One Direction lyrics, despite us going on hiatus, she tried to be there for Louis all the time. Even for me too, which was a shocker to me.

Anyway, I even got to meet Freddie once or twice, I fell in love with him. Then Briana started getting a bit rude though. She didn't understand how our lives were being led to the public and she was confused. Lou had to take her to court for a joint custody battle. She wouldn't let him see Freddie that often because of Danielle, and it crushed him."

Louis looked at him with a small smile

"Once we got all that sorted with her though, it was going okay. Until Louis had gotten the call from his step dad that Jay was sick.

My poor love had to travel back and forth from LA to the UK. Balancing being a father, a husband, a brother, a son, and trying to find himself after the band. It was stressful on him. If you thought I was strong, he's way stronger. I look up to him and i'm so proud."

He leaned kissing his cheek, Niall sniffled making Louis roll his eyes

"Somehow we made it work though, but it did get to him at one point. After Jay had passed."

*

It was the morning of his performance on the X Factor with Steve Aoki. All the boys had agreed to be there for him the night before

*

"Hold on. Just know that I am so sorry for not being there for you Lou. I didn't know if i'd be welcomed with the rest of you there because of how I left things." Louis shook his head wiping his eyes

"It's in the past Zayn. I forgive you. Our way back to what we had will take time. But we're good."

Zayn nodded sadly and looked down at his knees. Louis nodded at Harry to proceed

*

He was pacing anxiously like he does when he's nervous or stressed out. I looked at him from the bed, we hadn't even eaten breakfast yet

"Haz, I can't take this anymore. I don't know who I am! I made this bloody song that's not even me! I miss me mum, I can't stand being with Danielle no matter how sweet she is. I miss the band, I can't find myself. I am at a FUCKING loss here!" he started breaking down and I quickly got out of bed to go hug him to my chest

"Hey, no, c'mere love." I guided him back to bed and spooned him. My hand instantly went up to run through his hair soothing him

"I-I just can't believe this is happening to me. My heart ca-can't take it."

"Shhh love, breathe. You are one of the strongest men I know. You're caring, passionate, generous, loving, smart, gorgeous, athletic, sassy, cheeky, I can go on for ever-

"Harry-

"No, no listen. You're going through so much, I know. But the strength you have to keep going and still put your son, family, fans, and me before yourself....that takes a special kind of person. You're incredible. My point is that I know who you are inside out, and you can do this. I'm right here with you every step of the way. Through all the ups and downs. Any decisions you want to make, i'm right here with you. No matter what." he turned around and sobbed into my chest

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