(Discontinued) ~Trauma~ Yandere! Jotaro Kujo x Fem! Reader

🗾💌Chapter 1: Returning Feelings💌🗾

You sat down at the kitchen table with Jotaro, his mother having just recovered from the illness she'd been fighting off. Mr Joestar also decided to hang around with Holly for awhile along with her mother. You were honestly quite happy that Jotaro's family was slowly recovering from their hard times. 

"So, How has it been around here while we were gone?" Mr Joestar asks you,  you humming softly as you watched him take a bite of the dinner that was prepared. 

"It was fine, I checked on Holly once in awhile to visit, I really missed you guys, however. Especially Jotaro." You laugh, throwing a delighted smile towards the teen. It was hard to see, but you swore you saw Jotaro glance at you with a blush. That was before he covered his face with his hat, muttering his usual complaining 'Yare Yare.'

"Good to hear, He missed you too." Mr Joestar smile, winking as Jotaro made an annoyed groan beside you.

"Gramps...." Jotaro growls under his breath as Mr Joestar laughs again softly. You couldn't help but laugh too, it was just great to have them back.

"Oh, (Y/N)! Will you be spending the night with Jotaro here to celebrate him coming home?" Holly asks you. "I thought that's what you were talking about doing." Jotaro seemed to glance at his mother before you in an odd expression.

"Yes! My plan tonight was to sleep here and then spend the day with him tomorrow. My parents already know, they don't expect me until tomorrow night." You explain, Holly seeming to have a content look on her face as she sat at the table.

"You're always such a pleasure to have around, He may not say it, but I think Jotaro thinks this too." Holly whispers to you, Jotaro seeming to act like he didn't hear her as he taps his foot. 

"Oi, Jotaro." You say, catching the male's attention as he looks at you. "You've been so distant lately, is there something we should talk about?"

Jotaro went silent, should he tell you? Should he bother you with his problems and inner demons? Should he tell you what he went through in Egypt? How he fought a century old vampire that plagued his bloodline and lost countless friends along the way?

Jotaro's blue gaze seemed to drift to his grandfather, a silent plea for help as Joseph gave a sigh and nods. 

"...I'll tell you after dinner." Jotaro murmurs, you nodding before eating your meal. Jotaro couldn't help but notice you having a tendency to lean on his shoulder, the teen having his cheeks flare as he thought of your habit. 

Ever since he went to Egypt, he missed you. He didn't notice it before, but his thoughts would drift to you. It took him a hard long while,but he soon realized what he was feeling. This feeling to keep you safe and cherished, this feeling to embrace you and never let go. It was love, he was sure of it. 

He was never a big person with girls and love. They were annoying, he hated the band of fangirls that would follow him wherever he went. Yet, he met you when you moved to Japan from America. You weren't annoying, and he appreciated that. Soon he found himself wanting to be around you more, evolving into a best friend bond that he enjoyed. Yet after his trip to Egypt, he found himself more attached to you. Instead of wanting to be best friends, he wanted you and him to be lovers. A couple. Yet he couldn't figure out how to say it. It gnawed at him how he couldn't say his feelings to you.

"Hey, Jotaro, are you done eating? We can talk in your room now, if you want? I want to hear what's been going on." You say, tugging on his jacket sleeve and snapping him out of his thoughts. Pushing his feelings to the side, he gets up and excuses him and you from the table, guiding you to his room. 

You sit on the floor by his bed, watching the teen who takes off his coat and hat to hang them up. A large sigh escapes his lips as he looks at you, blue eyes scanning your form sitting on the floor.

"Yare Yare... Why are you sitting on the floor? Get on the bed to sit.It isn't comfortable." Jotaro grunts, you shaking your head.

"It's your day back from your trip, you get the whole bed. I don't need to sit on the bed, I can listen fine here." You retort, Jotaro pinching the bridge of his nose. You were considerate, bit there was no reason for this conversation. 

"Nonsense, Sit with me on the bed." Jotaro says as he sits down, Gently as he can taking your hand and sitting you beside him.

Then, he told the story. He told you everything that happened. Stands, the curse of DIO, the friends he met, the friends he lost, the final fight with DIO, his experience with almost dying, everything. It spilled out of his mouth like a waterfall of words, Jotaro feeling himself get somewhat emotional due to all the built up trauma he dealt with, all at 17. 

You simply sat on the bed, listening to him carefully as he sat in his tank top, soon stopping his story and sitting there silently. His eyes had a mix of emotions, yours holding sympathy and worry. Before he felt as if he would break under the tension, You embrace him. 

Your body collided with his, him going ridged. You lock your arms around him, your warmth coursing through his body as he felt himself hug back. Did he want to cry? He couldn't figure it out. Yet, it all felt better when you were here, his dear old friend. 

Friend.

No, you were certainly much more.

You were his girlfriend

All his.

"I'm sorry, Jotaro. I wish I knew how to ease the trauma of that trip, but I really don't know how. It doesn't happen everyday, I just hope you don't go through anything else. I want to help, I really do--"

You felt Jotaro squeeze your body softly, shaking his head as he held you close to him. You felt his breathing become irregular as he held you. 

"You are helping." He simply says, closing his eyes as he held you. You relax in his embrace, him in yours. 

'I don't want to lose you too.....'

(Here you go, The first chapter of Trauma. I honestly admire that people can write long term Yanderes in books while I feel like I rush things. So I'm sorry if things escalate to fast in my long term books {Like in the Dio one-} If you have suggestions about how this book should go let me know.)

(UNEDITED: 8/16/2020)