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I walked home like always then i stopped i didn't know who's it was or if it was maybe just a friends which i highly doubted my mind began to race like crazy still thinking about what happened with my mother and brother.
Isn't life just a wonderful piece of sh*t what a waste, i thought about turning around and going to the park or liquor store right around the corner but instead i walked foreword towards the house wondering an itching more and more by the second full of curiosity. I can say maybe that wasn't the only reason i walked to the house and went even closer i think it was also because i wanted to see what lie my mom would make or how she would explain to me what he thinks i don't already know. Secrets wow what a mystery we all have them only thing in common about them is that... we all have them. my mind kept racing making me wonder ig i should snoop around the car, go inside and ignore everything, who is this person, who's car is it, should i act like I'm okay with this. Racing and racing and racing was the beat of my heart there was no clock around but i began to get so nervous i could hear the tock of an invisible clock. A few steps closer about 3 or 4 yards away from the house door every step taking me closer to some where i shouldn't be or so i thought wait this us my house but... NO i can't do this not right now not today.
I turned around and started slowly walking away my mind still racing not nearly as fast as my heart.

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