Alone

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It was a pretty average morning at the house. Everyone was in the living room doing their own things, except for Till he was no where to be found. Flake started to get anxious. Till had been acting very different the past few days. He was very distant, quiet, and irritated. Flake couldn't take it anymore, he searched the whole downstairs but couldn't find him. He went upstairs to Tills door.

He heard sobbing and what seemed to be pounding. After the pounding was over he could hear mumbling. "Im sorry.." He heard behind the door. He burst through the door and saw Till with his head in his knees, crying. He rushed to Tills side and noticed blood on his knuckles.

"Till... what happened."

"I don't wanna talk about it." He mumbled.

"If you want to I'm-"

"I SAID I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT OKAY?! LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

Flake jumped back and felt tears in his eyes. Till never pushed Flake away. Till noticed that he had snapped. He tried to pull Flake closer but he scooted back, still shaken. "Flake I'm sorr-" Till began. He broke down again. Flake stared at Till for a minute before crawling back to him. "Till let me see your fists.." Flake said, his voice breaking. Till slowly showed him his fists and they were blistered and bloody. "I beat the wall. I didn't know what else to do," Till said muffled. "My past was coming back to me. It's my fault!!"

"Till, nothing was your fault. I promise." Flake said touching the other males arm. Flake lifted Tills head and looked at his red eyes, they weren't just red from crying, they were red from lack of sleep and anger, mostly from lack of sleep. Till wrapped his arms around Flake and started crying on Flakes shirt, which was Tills but he gave it to Flake. After Till had calmed down Flake felt Till get heavy, he heard some muffled snoring and chuckled. Flake laid back against Tills bed, he smiled and stroked Tills back before falling asleep too.

A while later Flake woke up in Tills bed. Till must've woken up and put me here. He thought. He heard a knock on the door. "Come in." Till slowly walked in and had roses in his hand.

"I'm sorry I snapped at you." Till said looking at his feet.

"It's ok, you were in a bad mood, it's expected."

"But I....I should've just kept my cool."

"Come here you big boy, I want some love."

Till chuckled and sat next to Flake. Flake took the roses and put them in a vase. He kissed Till on the cheek and hugged him. "I will always love you no matter what happens." He whispered. Till felt tears in his eyes at Flakes words and rested his head on Flakes. The two men embraced for a long time in silence. Till started to get up when Flake grabbed his wrist. It took Till by surprise, he was usually the dominate one.
"Let's just stay in bed for the rest of the day." Flake said smirking. Till agreed and climbed in bed with Flake. "Ich liebe dich Flake." Till whispered. "Ich liebe dich auch Till."

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