First Love

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I never knew the fact that what has happened between you and RiAh that day until I heard Seokjin talking. Honestly, I didn't expect this from you. I thought that you at least considered me a friend, but you hid such a big thing from me, the fact had broken me into pieces. I heard Seokjin talking to Sejin that you and RiAh had spent alone time that day and this fact was alone enough to prove me wrong. I never wanted to knew what you two did, and I don't even know now, but you could have told me that thing, then I would have been happier. I would have thought that I was at least that important in your life to know what you are happy about, but no! You crashed my hopes in once. I would have been happy to see you happy. Tell me Kookie... Weren't you ever able to see what you meant for me, how important you were in my life, how much I wanted you!? But I guess the answers to all these questions is 'yes but no', because even if you would have seen you wouldn't have done anything because I wasn't your ideal type but just any other classmates. I thought my end for this particular year would be nice because according to me, we have been closer than before. But according to you, not close enough that you can share your happiness with me but only sorrow. Do you remember how evertime when you were in pain because of any reason it might be, me and Jinnie were the ones to reach you first and not that RiAh or NaYoung or anyone else. Did you forget everything so easily, Jungkook!? Did you even forget how close we were then and all the affection that I shared with you!? I guess you have.

I hope you might be reading this Jungkookie... Just once.... Just this once...

Sorry for not updating past two days, but my pre-exam tests are going on so I might be late a little. But don't worry. I will update penalties. So this is not the end for today...more coming later...