𝑬𝑰𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑯 𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺

• Thrown away •

Billies POV

I woke up getting the feeling that I was about to throw up, I jump up and run to the bathroom.

I threw up multiple times feeling the burn in my throat.

I brush my teeth and walk back out to see y/n peacefully sleeping, feeling relieved that I didn't wake her I try and go back to bed but laying down made me need to throw up again.

I decided to get up and start my day even though it's 5am.

I grab some clothes and while grabbing a towel I see the box of pregnancy tests.

My heart immediately stared pounding.

I gave up, me and y/n both did after the doctors telling us that it's literally impossible we decided to stop we thought it was over...maybe not.

I grab a test and take it, I take my shower while I'm waiting.

10 minutes later.

I get out of the shower and I immediately grab the test.

I let out a deep breath and my shoulders dropped.

Negative.

Knowing it was gonna happen I still had some hope.

I tossed it in the garbage and got dressed.

After getting dressed I was gonna blow dry my hair but didn't wanna wake y/n so I decided to just leave it like it was.

I put my clothes in the hamper and walked back into the bedroom.

I quietly grab my phone and walk out of the room to go downstairs.

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Your POV

I wake up to a door shutting and immediately notice billie isn't next to me.

I grab my phone and check the time.

6:38am

Princess ❤️

Where are you and why are you awake at 6:38am.

I was sick.

Aw why did you eat something

Idk i just threw up a few times but I feel fine now.

Okay, well come back to bed I miss you.

Okay I'll be up in a second

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I shut my phone off and put it on the bed side table.

grabbing my face wash and makeup wipes I head to the bathroom.

I wipe my face down with my make up wipe and go to throw it out when I see an empty pregnancy test in the garbage.

I pick it up and I went into complete shock.

"Billie, Billie, billie!"

"What, what, what what's wrong"

"What's this" I said turning around and showing her the test.

"WTF, there's no way"

"What do you mean"

"When I was feeling sick earlier I took this just in case and it came out negative I waited like 10 minutes or more and nothing changed so I threw it away"

"Omg, omg, omg, omg, are we gonna have a baby"

"I think so"

I look at billie and she pulls me in, tears streaming down both of our faces.

"I can't believe your actually pregnant we lost all hope"

"I know but I'm also really scared I could have a miscarriage"

"Hey, don't think like that this is all gonna workout we've got this far we can do the rest"

"I love you so much"

"I love you too mama"

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