All ways In My Mind (LEMON)

Chapter 1- Too Nervous

Shizuka Yukki, blue hair, purple eyes, 17 years old and madly in love with Tajima Yuuichirou. I've always admired him from a distance, never even thought to go up and talk to him. Hes so loud mouthed, not at all shy, funny, handsome and so cool. I've gone to all of his games even watched him practice but he never noticed me once.

I just cant help but watch him...

"Ms Yukki?"

Man hes so cool, with that big grin of his... "Ms Yukki?"

i wonder what being touched by him feels like...

"Ms Yukki!"

God I bet its good...

"MS YUKKI!?"

"Ahhh... yes mam" crap!

"Ms Yukki, if you would please refrain from day dreaming and pay attention"

"Well that's gunna be hard to do mam"

Oh one thing about myself you should know...

"oh and Why is that, Ms Yukki? 

When I get nervous, I have to say whats on my mind, no matter what

"well its simple mam, i just don't care and would prefer to sit here and stare at Taj..."

I covered my mouth to muffle the rest of that sentence in hope no one could hear who I was dreaming about, crap I need to get out of here!

"Ms Yukki! If you would kindly escort yourself outside!"

"Gladly!"

That was it I ran,thank god. straight up to the roof one of the places I know I can be alone for at least a while, and I know as soon as lunch time hits tajima will be up here as well. I will need to leave before then. I have always been to scared of facing him, I think I would just blurt out my feelings without even thinking about it.

"Hey Shizuka!"

That voice, why? Its not lunch yet! Not now I'm not ready, Tajima!

I cover my mouth blushing and nod towards him for a greeting, he sat down with me on the roof top, just me and him I'm so embarrassed I bury my face in my knees and avoid eye contact.

"Hey Shizuka, what were you about to say in there?"

I unwillingly look up just enough to see his curious face staring at me

I bury my face back into my knees too embarrassed to look

"Shizuka, if your worried about talking to me dont worry about it I get it, mihashi told me about your "talking habits" how you always say whats in your head or something like that"

Mihashi told him, Ive known Mihashi for a few more years then Tajima I was close to him before, then he moved next door to me and we are closer then ever, he's one of the few people I can talk to.

"T-Tajima? Is it really okay?"

"huh? hey you spoke, I dont think ive ever heard you speak before"

He smiled with that cheeky grin he always does 'oh no i can feel it, I'm gunna say something'

I cover my mouth to muffle the words I say but its not enough

"you, I was thinking about you, T-Tajima"

"Ohhh... that makes sense, Ive noticed that you always looked at me, but I could never tell what you were thinking, I thought you hated me"

He blushed slightly saying this scratching the back of his head.