All ways In My Mind (LEMON)

Chapter 2- First Time (Lemon)

I waited for Tajima to finish his practice, i mean i usually watch it anyway but it was different this time, this time he knew i was there watching him,this time i was right there in the dugout waiting for my Tajima. After practice we started walking back to Tajima's place, holding hands with Tajima i start to get nervous, 'i wonder if he can feel how cold and calmly my hands are please don't notice

"you don't have to be nervous Shizuka, i wont try anything you don't want me to"

"Tajima is so cool and calm about everything oh man I'm a wreck"

"you really think I'm cool?" he turned round smiling

"crap, i done it again, i-i was meant to say that i-in my head"

"aha your cool too Shizuka, i wouldn't exactly say i was calm though, don't worry I'm nervous too"

"you nervous? i didn't know you got like that"

Tajima turned to face me, that cute pouted look, "of course i do, its just worse when I'm around you"

i stare at him shocked and slightly embarrassed, but hearing Tajima was nervous as well actually made me feel a lot better, at least we were going through this together.

we got to Tajima's house him letting me in, "hey whats this?" he picks up a note left on the side saying

Yuuichirou, we are all out shopping then catching a meal after, feel free to join us if not then dinners in the microwave we wont be back till later tonight,see you then, Mum x

'Tajima's parents have gone out, his brothers and sisters too i bet so that means' "we're here alone!"

"were you meant to say that out loud?" Tajima snickered

"ah n-not really" every time he says the slightest thing i blush whats with that he must think I'm so weird i cant even talk properly to him, i think Mihashis stutter rubbed off on me or something.

"Shizuka, you don't have to be worried we can just chill in my room and play games if you don't want to do anything, i wont force it, although it will be hard to control myself around you, i think i can do it though"

we moved up to Tajima's room it was nice although he had a stack of porn in the corner, he doesn't even bother hiding it, yep that's Tajima. that's right...

"Its t-Tajima... i-its okay i-if its t-Tajima"

Tajima seemed shocked moving closer to me till i was against the wall one of his hands holding my good shoulder and the other leaning over my head against the wall, I'm glad I'm short enough for Tajima to seem tall.

"Shizuka?"

"y-yes?"

"can you say it again? can you call me by my name?"

"i-its okay if i-its Y-y-yuuichirou"

With that he grabbed behind my waist pulling me in and kissing me like before, just this time with so much more heat. He moved away slightly grabbing my hand an leading me to his bed never taking his eyes off of me, before sitting down i admired him in his baseball uniform and couldn't help but think

"god that uniform looks so hot on Yuuichirou"

looking up Tajima blushing furiously still slightly smug "so you think my uniform looks hot huh?" 

 "ah i did it again s-sorry"

"no its okay i like that you do that, most girls are hard to read but with you its a lot easier"