Mate

Chapter 19

Rias pov:

Its been one and a half year since we found out nate had been in my hostel room. Yes i know. Time flies in this time we've had no sign of nate, no I'm not complaining, I'm actually happy but i still have this feeling its not over. I slipped on the red cardigan over my white summer which was sleeveless and came a few inches above my knees. My hair were in beach waves and i put on winged eyeliner and red lipgloss. I slipped on red heels and walked down stairs. The empty house making me feel upset somehow. I opened the cabinets, putting down all the plates and reaching behind to take the pills. I looked at them for a moment, guilt consuming me. I sighed and chugged the damn pill down. I reapplied a bit of lipgloss and went out side to the Mercedees. I started the car and drove to my destination. The weather was good. The sun was shining brightly as i got out of the car. I loved the summer, but it was soon coming to an end. I locked the car and stepped into the fancy resturant. I spotted my mate sitting by the window and i sat down by him. "Hey beautiful" he smiled at me which i gladly returned. "Hey" i greeted back. He looked incredibly handsome in a tight fitting grey button down and black jeans. "I already ordered your favourite" he told me smiling. I laughed as shook my head. Not soon enough our food arrived and we started eating. We talked about random things through out lunch. "So how was the meeting?" I asked swallowing the delicious food. "Good, the alpha accepted my demands. He only wants whats better for him and his pack" i nodded. When i woke up today gabe wasn't there. He texted me he had a meeting and that i should come for lunch at the resturant.
A waiter came in and gabe payed. He stood and we walked together outside. I was about to walk to the car when gabe grabbed my hand. "Can we walk?" I smiled at him and grabbed his hand. I loved the feeling of the sun beaming down on us. We walked down the streets, this was something i loved about newyork, it was full of life. I was laughing at something gabe was telling me when my phone rang. I quickly got it out not bothering to look at the i.d "hello" "Ria" "Mom! Hi" i smiled hugely. I heard a loud crash and my father cursing. I laughed. It was so him. "Uhh ria i'll call you back" she sounded frustrated. I laughed and put it back in my pocket. Gabe bought a new phone a few months back. We were now walking to a huge park where there were loads of kids playing around. We sat on the bench under the tree. "Dad must have broken something" i giggled. I was telling him moments when my dad would break something and mom would kick his ass when i felt something touch my leg. I stopped laughing at looked down at my leg a ball sitting there. I looked up to see a cute little girl running towards me or the ball. She quickly picked it up and stared in my eyes. "Sorry Luna" she shyly spoke. I laughed and shook my head. "Its okay, please call me ria" i smiled at her and her eyes lit up. "Alright!" She giggled. She was so cute. "Bye ria bye Alpha" i laughed "bye" and turned to gabe who had a soft look on his face. "When will have kids of our own?" I mentally groaned but smiled at him "soon baby" he snorted at my answer. "You've been saying that from the past 5 months" i sighed. "Gabe i told you-" he cut me off and stood up "its okay lets go" he turned and walked away.

The car ride back was very quiet. I tried making small talk but he would always give a 'yeah' or 'good' once we arrived, he didn't say anything and walked up to our room, slamming the door. I sighed talking off my heels grabbing some ice putting it in a glass and pouring water and plopping down on the couch. I sighed and put my head back. This was happening again. Since the last few months Gabriel has been insisting me to have a child. Believe me i want to but i have a feeling nate isn't done. I don't want to bring a child into this. Not yet. Since his beta had twins, a boy and girl gabe was in awe of them and insisted we have one too. "Im here ria! No one will ever hurt you or the child" he would say. But i didn't agree with him.
He got angry every time i got my period, somehow like the sight of blood angered him. I sighed and got up walking up to our room. I opened the door and the room was empty. I could hear the shower running so i knew he was in there. I sat down on the bed and waited for him to come out. The door opened and he came out, his hot muscular body on display. He had a towel hung loosely on his hips. He looked at me for a second before looking away walking to the vanity and brushing his hair. I walked to him putting my hands on his back. I wrapped my arms around his waist and put my head on his back. "Your such a meanie" He didn't reply but shrugged away from me. I sighed. "Gabe-" i started but my phone cut me off. I sighed and grabbed my phone. "Hey mom" i greeted. "Hey sweety how are you and gabe?" "We're fine mom" i stole a glance at him who was now lighting up a ciggerate. I heard my mom sigh "sweety we have something to tell you" she sounded a bit off.
"Yeah mom?" "Ria your gran passed away" "What?" I gasped. "How when?" She sighed "we don't know" she was found dead at her house. Doctors said she probably broke her neck by falling" i could feel the tears in my eyes "Oh my god. Hows dad holding up?" I asked. "Not good at all. Try to come" she replied. I nodded "yeah i'll be there soon" i hung up and sobbed. I felt arms wrap their arms around me and i sobbed into his shoulder.

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'Im there' i texted gabe as soon as i got off the plane. I soon spotted my mother and ran over to her who engulfed me in a hug.
I wore my black dress and put my hair in a bun. I sighed walking outside to my awaiting parents, my dad was broken.
I hugged him and he hugged me back. "It will be okay daddy" He kissed my hair and smiled at me. "Lets go" my mother started. We got into the car and dad sped off. I heard my phone ringing but i didn't pick it up, putting it on silent. Once i checked that it was gabe i texted him instantly. 'I'll call you later'

I folded my hands neatly on my lap as another one of our relatives came forward to say a few words. Dad was trying to keep a strong face but a few tears flew down his face. My mother was always on his side.
The thunder caused me to look up at the sky and sure enough it would rain. I had my flight back home tommorow. I just wanted to go home in my bed and cry. Everyone finally stood up and started going back to their cars. I got up along with my parents to the car. The car ride back was again very quiet. Once we reached home i sat on the stool by the island and closed my eyes. "You okay honey?" My mom asked. "Yeah my head just hurts" i could hear her shuffling around and opening closing some cabinets. "Here" she said handing me a tylenol and a glass of water. "Thanks" i gulped down the pill. "Baby is something wrong?" She asked. Dad had gone up to rest so she was probably making the most of the mother daughter time we had. "No" my voice cracked. I told her everything that happened. Once i told her everything from babies to my insecurities she put a hand under my chin. "Do you trust him?" She asked, looking at me straight in the eyes, her green eyes shinning waiting for my answer. "Of course i do" i whispered "Do you trust him enough that he'll protect you and the child?" I stayed silent. Pondering over her words. She sighed and got up. "Get some sleep you have a plane to catch tomorrow" with that she left me in the kitchen, speechless.

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