Saudade [KaoEarth]

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365 days already passed.

I still miss you, Mu.

A lot.

365 days of agony.

365 days of solitude.

365 days of Saudade.

No matter how long I reminisce,

No matter how hard I pleaded,

We all know that...

...you will never be back...

...for good.

I wanted to be alone.

I didn't want any company from people.

I wanted to be alone.

I wanted to be with you, alone.

But right now,

I don't want to be alone.

I want people's company.

I don't want to be alone.

I don't want to think of you when I'm alone.

The pain still lingers in my chest.

The memories still lingers in my mind.

The butterflies still lingers in my stomach.

The traces still lingers in my lips.

The whispers still lingers in my ears.

And mostly,

You still lingered inside of me, Mu.

It's been 365 days.

How do I live without you?

I want to know.

Mu,

Even when you're gone,

You really still make me feel that you are here.

Just like what you always do before.

When you're still here with me.

Now tell me,

How can I forget it?