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Louis' POV:

I'm sitting on my bed scrolling through twitter. I had sore throat & I couldn't sing or even talk so I missed few interviews & soundcheck but I had to go do the concert. The hate comments are getting regular. At first I just read some of them but after a while it became a regular thing, after every concert I would sit & read them.

Today it was more than any day. All of them were how bad I am, that I can't sing, how fat I'm,  etc.

I opened an article 'Why Louis Tomlinson is the worst member of One Direction' I hate tears streaming down my face, I knew that I was not best but I didn't know that I was that bad.

There were many fan tweets too saying 'Stop Larry rumours, there is no way Harry would like someone that fat.' 'Ugh Louis is so fat & his voice is so annoying no wonder he is the worst member.'

I turned off my phone & cried untilI fell asleep.

Next morning I was not in a great mood & the boys must have sensed it but they didn't questioned it. I went to living room & Haz saw me & kissed me, "Good morning bub, what do you want for breakfast?" I suddenly thought of tweets I read yesterday. "I am not hungry right now, I'll eat something afterwards. I am going for bath." I quickly left before Harry could question me & took a nice shower.

After getting ready we went to studio & then to soundcheck. "Guys you have to give more energy. And you Louis if you stuff your face less you might be good at performing. You can't sing but you can at least pay attention." Jack said. He was our choreographer & he was known cuz he was very mean but it hurt.

"Hey shut up. You have no righ to say that." Liam said angrily. I just looked down & Harry rushed over at me. Niall & Liam were still arguing with Jack while Zayn & Harry were with me saying, "What he said isn't true. Lou look at me." Harry said & looked me in the eyes & kissed my forehead, "Let's get a nap before the concert." I know that Haz says that it wasn't true but all Jack said & the things on twitter was true. We took a nap & got ready for the concert.

During the whole concert, the boys & Haz were giving me worried glances. I just gave them a small smile & continued the concert. After the concert we had a day off tomorrow so we decided to plan a movie night.

Me, Haz & Zayn were on the couch while Liam & Niall were on ground. A random movie was playing in the background while I was lost in my thoughts. What if what twitter & Jack said is true. I was thinking that things & thought that why is Harry with me when he could be with any other more beautiful model. Why would he choose someone like him anyway. These thoughts brought tears to my eyes, so I excused myself & went to bathroom.

I don't know how long I was crying in there but after a while I felt Harry's arms wrap around me & he brought me in hug. He whispered sweet nothings in my ears & helped me calm down. After a while I fully calmed down & Haz helped me sit on bed & hugged me tightly.

"I saw the things people are saying on twitter on your phone. And that's so not true, you shouldn't believe that, boobear."
He said rubbing my back.

"What they said is true. I mean look at me, I'm fat, I've huge thighs & I can't even sing. Look at all of you, you all are fit & good singers & I'm just.....me. All of you can sing so well & no wonder I don't get solo, who will listen to my voice. I don't even know why you are boyfriends with me, you can have any girl who would make you happy."

I started crying again & Harry sat me on his lap & helped me calm down again & then he said, "That's not true bub. You are not fat, definitely not & you know how much I love your tummy. And I love your voice, its like angels singing. Its like the calls of angelic bells from heaven. You are the most important member of One Direction. Without you the band would be so boring. You are the one who keeps the band interesting, your voice is best, never doubt that. And I don't want any girl to make me happy. You are the one who can make me happy. You are the one who keeps me going everyday. You are the one who I love. You are the one with whom I see my future. Now I never wanna see you reading those tweets. They are not our real fans. And I don't want to see you cry." As he finished speaking I realised how lucky I was to have Harry. I leaned forward & kissed him. He kissed me back softly. "Thank you", I whispered to him. "No need to thank me love. Now get in bed I'll change & tell boys that we are going to sleep." I nodded & got in the bed.

I was drifting off when Harry came & spooned me from behind & whispered "I love you." "Love you too". And I sleep peacefully knowing Harry will always be there for me.


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