It is painful to watch the people I love to resent and turn away from me. Unsure, why I cant just be?
I start to think it is everything, the sound of my voice, the way I walk, way I look, feel, smell, that Im too spoilt or too poor, too secretive or too open, too needy or too independent?
I just want to blend in.
They say I'm perfect up until that very last minute...
So, why do you feel the need to hide how you feel about me?
Its not like Im ready with a Machete if we disagree.
Your problem you have isnt going to get resolved when I have no indication there's even a problem, so dont blame me if nothings changing when youre being fake to me.
All you deserve is your own disingenuity, I dont know how to fix your jealousy.
I am no longer sorry if ever let someone walk away when they were unable to love me the way I love them unconditionally.
I'm tired of being taken for granted and left behind, I will wait for the unconfined, the kind.
I try to appreciate every moment just a little bit more every day, because everything will disappear one day, its all temporary.
Sometimes things arent going to go my way, but they are just pushing me further to my destiny.
Im going to be a legacy.
