Love At First Sight

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                                      After the funeral I pull Rick behind the barn so we could talk about why I didn't say I love him back.

                                      "You got 3 minutes" He says not even looking at me .

                                     "Rick it's not that I don't want to say it I just cant" I say grabbing his hands in mines. 

                                      "You can't or you won't ?" He ask finally looking me in the eyes but before I can answer Lori ran towards us yelling something about Beth.

                                     Glancing at me Rick says "we'll finish this conversation later" before running towards the Greene's house with me not far behind.

                                       Finally we get there and inside everybody is running around like chickens with their heads cut off it's complete chaos. What's going on?" Rick asks no one on particular

                                        " Beth is in some sort of shock and we can't find Hershel anywhere"Glenn says since everyone else is to busy freaking out.

                                          "Ok Glenn, Maggie , T-dog and Daryl come with me we'll check his room see if we could find a clue of where he could be". He said surprisingly kissing me on my head before they left to Hershel's room.

                                           Not knowing what else to do I walk to Beth's room where she laid eyes open but not moving. "Hey Beth I know your not gonna respond but please don't do this don't lose yourself Hershel needs you, Maggie needs you Patrica and Jimmy need you.... hell I didn't know you guys existed till recently but I do know that you guys are my family and I don't wanna loose neither of you guys hell I still haven't fully grieved my dads death... um... Rick says he loves me, I didn't say it back and he got mad, It's not that I didn't wan't to it's just the last thing I said to my boyfriend of 4 years was I loved him and he got killed in war, When my mom was in the hospital I visited one day and the last thing I said was I loved her then she fell asleep that night we got a call saying she died in her sleep and I was the last person see her then, when my dad died he was just going to get more supplies and before he left I told him I loved him and he came back bit and he made me end it. What if I tell Rick I love him and then he leaves for a run and dies and it would be my fault? because for some mysterious reason god hates me" I let it out feeling the weight lifted off my shoulders.

                                          "How about you tell him when he gets back he's not gonna die he's to stubborn to leave you or Carl he will be fine if anything you telling him you love him will make him fight harder to stay alive for you" Maggie says from where she's standing at the bathroom.

                                             "Sorry I didn't know you were right there I just needed to get that off my chest" I say looking down at my lap suddenly finding interest in playing with the strings of my sweats.

                                             "It's alright, and just so you know if you need to talk or a shoulder to cry on I'm here just like you were for me and Beth last night... Your our sister, we might not be blood but you are our sister and sisters look out for each other" She says hugging me.

                                               "Magg's what did you mean when you said tell Rick when he get's back?" I ask scared of where he might  be or what might happen to him"

                                                  "He and Glenn wen't to get daddy from a bar"She whisper playing with her fingers.

                                                 "Wait what?!" I stand up pacing the room.

                                               "He didn't want you to know till they left because he knew you'd wan't to come." She explains calmly.

                                              "I'm going to look for them" I run out the room to the living room where everyone else besides of course Rick, Glenn,Maggie ,Hershel and Beth. "Somebody tell me what bar Rick wen't to so I can get them.. I can't believe ya'll sent two people to a fricken bar there could be walkers everywhere there and nobody thought to think to go with them!" I yell which scared the living hell out these fuckers .

                                                "Nobody's going to look for them they'll be alright if they don't show by morning we'll search for them but nobody's going today." Shane says and in my opinion he looks glad that Rick is gone.

                                                 "And who named you leader Prick " I get in his face daring him to do something.

                                                  "Sweetheart I know your worried but Shane's right as much as I hate to admit it but it's to risky for us to go out there since it's getting late, but I promise you they'll be ok... How about you help me in the Kitchen?" Patrica speaks up. Nodding I follow her to the Kitchen one thing on my mind... When nobody's paying attention I will go find Rick,Glenn and Hershel and bring them back and when I do i'll tell Rick I love him...

DUN>>>DUN>>>DUNNNN

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