Fire girl

Part 18

" don't you want to be with me ?" He said uncovering his face " Ryder!" I said in chocked , it can't be. I couldn't believe it. I felt the tears in my eyes. I quickly hug him to find out I was hugging satan. " what are you doing ?" I asked while I push him away from me. " you the one," he started saying as he just  chuckles. I sat on the floor looking at the ceiling. I sight then I see he was  on top of me " what are you doing?" He is right here." I whisper as I see satan looking at me . I saw satan looking at me and when I look back at the ceiling, he was not there. I quickly run outside. I needed this. I can feel him, he wanted me to be safe, he wanted me to survive.  I saw the shadows, moving away, "no" I said running after him " come back." I said softly. I wanted him to be here. I needed him to come back. I quickly went inside. Sitting at the table, trying to find a solution. I saw he put a food in front of me. I look at it " no, thank you!" I said turning the food to him " what's wrong?" He asked getting closer to me" you don't want to starve." He said putting a strawberry in my mouth. " why are you being so sweet to me?" I asked while bitting the strawberry. " your late." He said smiling leaving me confused " meaning?" I asked " your going to be late." He said while spinning me around. I was still confused but I didn't care . For some reason I was happy. I was thrilled because he was happy. Something happening to me. I am happy just because the devil is happy, is that wrong? Am I going to burn for this? "Come!" He said "where?" I asked as he pick me up and bring me to his car. I smile as I saw he was trying, " how could I kill him?" I question myself. " kill who?" He asked as I stop smiling " stop doing that uh!" I said to him. He ignore me and continue driving . I saw he stop in front of a building. It was a movie theater. I look at him and smile " are you ok?" I asked as he said " we can turn around or enjoy a good movie." He said to me " I would love the last one." I said chucking
I quickly went inside, sitting in the middle. I quickly pull him next to me, it feels so real. After that night in the city. This is my favorite. I love every moment. I quickly look at him and it just make me smile. I couldn't ask for more.  The movie was done but I didn't feel like going home. I quickly get him on the road, just walking without saying anything. It feels nice. He quickly grab my hand " let's go somewhere nice." He said leaving with a  blank of an eye. I see that we where on  top of a building. The same place we were last time. Looking at the city, " it's so beautiful." I said sitting down " nothing more beautiful than you." He said kissing me. I felt so happy.
My mind wasn't the same anymore. I wasn't that girl running anyway. I kiss him back as passionate as I could. Should I continue with this? Should I not? I keep asking myself as he take out my clothes. I continue kissing him as he keep on going further.
He was right, I was not ready

                    Some hours later
I wake up finding my head laying on him. I just watching him for a minute or 2. "He's so handsome. " I said to myself as I hear chuckles " who's so handsome?" He  asked as he turning around " I , me, I'm so handsome ." I said frighten a little bit. I try to get up but I couldn't . "Oh my, you gone have to carry me uh ." I said laughing " a million time." He said holding me up as we both chuckles. We arrive home real quick. He put me down " I'm going to get ready." I said leaving me. Then I saw him " why are you ruining your life?" He asked as I stand on the door. " you have to kill him." He said " you can be save yourself, and be with me." Ryder said " your  friend and boyfriend." He said " I have a boyfriend?" I quickly asked " with your family." They both said " with my mom? " I repeat softly. They both shock their head. "You have to kill him now." They said together " now Or never. " they said as I shock my head
I saw the knife appeared in front of me.  It was sharp as hell.  " I'm going to kill him." I said smiling a little bit " and it's going to be painful. " I said leaving the room. I go outside the living room as quiet as I could. I can feel the hate I have for him.  I quickly throw the knife which was supposed to hit him in the back but it missed. He catch it. Confused as ever he look at the knife" where did you get it." He asked shockingly. " where did you  get it?" He said pushing my in the floor. Even if I was hurt I could tell he was hurt. For some reason I can feel it. I saw him quickly get in front of me? He puts me up, I was starring at the wall. " kill him!" He said then I saw satan turn around . " he's messing with you." He said to me. I just looked at him in disgust " he's dead, your savior is dead." He said touching my face as I rewind everything. I felt my tears in my eyes. " you don't have to feel ashamed." He said to me
I don't know if I am supposed to feel ashamed, but I felt betray " I'm a monster." I said crying
He puts me down and he looked at me in the eyes" don't." he starting saying then he's voice crack. " don't ever say that ever again." He said to me " all I want is for you to be happy." He said " set me free." I said to him " it's the only way I can be happy." I said
He takes a deep breathe and hand me the knife " you have all you need to be free ." He said then leave. " did he expect me to believe that? A knife, to kill satan
I finally know the answer of what I have to do. I looked at the wall, he wasn't there . He was gone. I couldn't believe it, this whole time, the answer was right here in front of me. I have everything to set myself free. I know what to do to set me free.

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