Sad Girl~Calum Hood

Eleanor

~Eleanor

I walked through the cold fall air hugging my arms to my chest the strong wind blowing hard on my face I kept my head down which probably wasn't the best idea because I bumped into someone.

"Sorry" I quickly apologized walking past the person I felt a pair of hands grab my shoulder to stop me from walking.

I looked up and saw a guy maybe around my age with dark hair and brown eyes he was smiling down at me he was only a few inches taller considering I'm 5'6 and he looked around 6 feet?

"No I think I should be the one apologizing I was in a rush" He apologized waiting for my response.

"Um it's fine" I mumbled barley audible but I'm sure he heard it because he went back to smiling brightly gosh whats with this boy and smiling alot?

"Hey I know you we go to the same school together I'm calum" He told me I never saw him before but he sees me weird.

"Um sorry but I never seen you around" I said he looked confused slightly he stared at me for a while I stood there uncomfortable with his eyes on me.

"Really we have a few classes together you probably don't see me because I sit all the way in the back and never do anything so" He rambled on but I still dont remember this boy at all.

"Well I should get going" I told him slowly walking away from him I had to get home before mum does or if not she will KILL me.

"See you in school Eleanor"He waved at me and he even knows my name I kind of feel bad for not knowing him tho but hey now i do.

I quickly got home did my homework and showered my mum probably be home any minute from work so I went downstairs and grabbed chicken and started grilling it in the stove I made a salad and rice for me and my mum.

I set the table and put the food down and waited for my mum to come home I just sat there and waited till I heard a familiar pair of keys open the door to reveal my mom she came inside and dropped her things on the couch and let out a big sigh.

"Hi mum I made food" She snapped her head towards me and took her shoes off and started walking upstairs.

"Wait mum what about your food?" I asked her.

"I'M TIRED JUST LEAVE ME ALONE I DON'T WANT ANY!" She screamed at me Wow I try to do something nice for her and all she does is scream at me it has been that way since dad died and I miss him.

I quickly put the food away in containers and put them in the fridge and went to my room and shut my door I wasn't hungry anymore I get use to it I barley eat half of the week.

I started to sob all because of my mum my father and because of myself and mostly because of my life Just thinking about all these things makes me cry and cry till I have a puddle of tears that all came out of me.

I quickly go to my bathroom I look in the mirror I see this depressed girl no one loves no one cares no one ever will.

I look in my sink door and grab the one thing that makes me feel good my blade.

I quickly sink it in my wrist and let it leave a mark blood trickles down my wrist. I know this is wrong but it feels so good at the same time like the pain instantly goes away from all these problems I have.

People think I'm alright like I'm that girl that likes to listen to the problems in their life but little did they know I have my own but they wouldn't care at all about me I'm just that girl.

A sad girl.

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