Sad Girl~Calum Hood

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~Eleanor

School was FINALLY over thank the lord because longer time in there would kill me.

During lunch I felt like someone was looking at me I kept turning around and saw calum looking at me when I would see who was staring at me he would quickly turn around or "Act" like he was talking to his friends.

Today I'm gonna walk home alone because sydney is gonna go eat with Riley I grabbed my things from my locker and put my books away and put my bigger sweater on.

I walked outside and plugged my earbuds on and blasted All time low a love like war because I love that song Ironic I know how to  love music but I can't find a way to love someone.

I started walking down the sidewalk when I heard my name being "Eleanor Eleanor wait up" The voice shouted I froze in my spot and snapped my head and saw four boys running my way they stopped at me panting to catch their breathe.

I noticed Calum and Ashton but I didn't recognize the other two a guy with blonde hair and a lip ring and another taller one with blonde hair and a black line in the side almost like a skunk.

"Hey Eleanor" Calum greeted with the others standing there just staring at me can I just say awkward.

"Um Hey" I mumbled curse Riley for taking sydney.

"Can we walk with you?" He asked me I furrowed my eyebrows confused as why he must of notice because he responded with.

"You look lonely" little did he know I was.

"If you want I'm fine walking by myself" I mumbled picking at my sweater sleeve.

"Then It's settle off we go!" He tryed using a superhero voice but failed was he trying to make me laugh because I never laugh at all.

"Oh this is luke" He pointed to the blonde haired boy he smiled at me.

"And thats Michael" He pointed to the hair dyed one he just said a quick hey.

We started walking nothing was spoken till ashton spoke up" So El anymore ideas for our project?" He asked the use of the nickname makes me shiver only sydney uses it and my dad use to.

"Not really I mean I was gonna research more things I don't really know that much on this war" I stated he chuckled of how I said it.

"You guys are working together?" Calum asked us.

"Didn't I JUST say that" Ashton stated calum just shrugged.

"So where do you live?" Michael asked me I pointed to the big blue house at the end of the street.

"Wow you have a big house" He stated yeah my mom can afford that but it's feels so empty.

"Yeah I guess it just gets lonely sometimes but it's alright I guess" I said like it's normal to hear that all the time.

"You have no siblings"Calum asked "No" I responded I wish but I sometimes don't so they won't have to go what I'm going through.

We got to my front gate I smiled at them they just stood there.

"Well thanks for walking me home" I told them I would invite them in but I barely know them and my mum would get pissed at me.

"No problem anytime" Calum told me and he pulled me in a hug unexpectedly I didn't know how to react but he quickly pulled away the other boys just waved at the others.

Well that was weird I opened my front door and saw the boys walking down the street probably gonna hang out.

Again like always no one home well if you count me and my mum and the air if that counts.

I grabbed a apple from the counter and sat on the couch and flipped through the channels till I got to some cake thingy.

I did my homework around 3:30 because I have nothing better to do on mondays.

I went to my room and got my laptop out and just watched the giver since Its my favorite movie at the time.

I heard someone walk up the stairs pretty sure my mom because if it was a robber it would be to loud.

I grabbed my phone and scrolled through Twitter I wish I was like those famous people that get away from home all the time and have fame and loads of money I wanna be perfect.

I sighed and just sat there staring at my wrist and the cuts I've made theres only a few because the other ones faded away over time but they keep on adding each time I get pain.

I decided to text sydney just to see what she was up to.

Me:Hey how's your date?
Syd: Great where at Nandos
Me:wow yummy
Syd:your a bum
Me:Whatever
Syd:dont act like I didn'tsee you with those boys;)
Me:I don't like them like that they just offered to walk me
Syd:Yeah ok gotta go:)
Me:Bye

I sighed what to do?

I grabbed a box from under my bed and whiped the dust away I opened it to reveal a couple of old photos I looked in the box till I came upon a photo where I was smiling wide with cake frosting all over my face I rember it was my twelfth birthday party.

Flashback
"El look over here"My dad told me I turned around and he smeared frosting all over my face.

"Dad" I scowled while laughing at the same time.

"Look over here!" My mum told me I faced here and shouted cheese while she took the picture.

"I love you sweetie" My dad told me I smiled when he told me that.

But that was long ago when my parents where happy........

End of flashback

I felt a few tear drops fall onto my knees I quickly wiped them away I can't do this I I'm broken do you hear me.

I balled myself in my bed and started thinking a seventeen year old girl has to start thinking about her future but it's hard when I don't think I'll have a good future.

I rubbed my eyes from the tears that I didn't even notice where falling I cleaned my mascara that was running down my face.

I should really get some fresh air I went downstairs and grabbed my old converse and my green sweater I grabbed my dog rufus I got when I was little it is a huskey fairly big I put his leash on and walked outside with my huskey on my side.

I let the cold wind blow on my hair making it fly everywhere I sighed and tied my hair to a ponytail Rufus pulled on the leash.

"Not now boy" I whined not wanting to let him losse because he runs everywhere and sometimes on the neighbours lawns and they get pissed.

But my dog didn't listen to me and ran off "NO BAD RUFUS COME BACK!" I yelled at him chasing the big huskey.

He ran to random neighbourhoods this dam dog making me run after him I ran till I heard someone shout my name "Eleanor over here!" Luke yelled holding my dogs leash great out of all people.

So what do you think??

You might think she doesn't like the boys she does its just she's not use to boys talking to her like that ok don't worry.

See ya soon...xx

~WriterGirl✅