HE JUST USE ME

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It was my birthday and our 3rd monthsarry at the same time..

I'm just sitting here at the park while waiting for him ...I can't control myself to be happy.. damn he's my first boyfriend...

My firs kiss
My first hug
And my first pleasure...

Yeah.. he's my first.. at Hindi ako magsisising sa kanya ko ibinigay Ang lahat...

I stood up when I saw him...I was about to hug him when he suddenly stop me ..

" Hey.. happy monthsarry love!"bati ko..

"Im done with you" I freeze...

His was cold..
He look serious...

"W-what?"

"Let's end this fucking relationship"

My heart started to beat rapidly...

"W-what are you t-talking l-love?.. you're j-just p-pranking me.. s-stop it already.. it's not funny"

"I'm not pranking you.. I'm done with you "

Nagsimulang manginig Ang mga tuhod ko ganun Rin Ang mga kamay ko ..

"It's our m-mothsarry l-love"

"I know .. and I don't care." I hold his hand..

"W-whats wrong?.. m-may problema ba?.."

"I said.. I'm done with you.."

Hinigit nya Ang kamay nyang hawak ko..

"Listen to me carefully Rose... I just used you.. I didn't even love you.. its all about money and your resort.. at ngayong na sakin na lahat ng pag-aari mo.. Wala ka ng pakinabang sakin..."

Bumagsak Ang balikat ko.. at nanghina bigla
Ang buo Kong katawan...

"N-no.. you're just k-kidding m-me..."

Tumulo Ang mga luha sa Mata ko..

" Pathetic..." He whispered...

" I-i love you sin..and y-you said you l-love me too"

"Damn .. it was in all act... You're just nothing to me woman"

May Kung anong bumara sa lalamunan ko..at may Kung anong nangyayari sa dibdib ko..
ang mukha ko ay nagsimulang na rin mag-init..

"But don't worry I enjoyed your company.. especially when we are in bed.."

"I love you.. i-i love you sin.."

Bumigay ang tuhod ko at napahawak ako sa mga binti nya..

Pero Wala man lng syang naging reaksyon habang nakaluhod ako sa harap nya... He remain serious and cold..

"I-i love you... I-i don't care if you use m-me sin.. j-just d-don't leave me...d-don't break up with me.. i-ikaw na lang a-ang meron ako sin.. p-please.. k-kahit gamitin mo ulit ako .. okay lng.. p-pero wag mo Kong h-hihiwalayan.. p-please" I'm crying while kneeling and begging to him..

"Stop..and don't touch me"

I lost my balance when he pushed me..

"We're done.."

Gumapang ako at Muling humawak sa binti nya...

"N-no.. no don't leave me.. p-please sin.."

"I said don't touch me!"

Muli Ay itinulak nya ako...

"M-my resort s-sin... I-its from m-my d-dad sin." Muli ako lumuhod sa harap nya...at nagmamaka-awang tumingala sa kanya..

"It's mine now...you already named it to me.. now get lost.. I don't wanna see your face.."

Sinubukang ko pa muli syang hawakan at habulin... Pero Wala na akong nagawa ng bigla na nya akong talikuran....

I even called his name many times.but he just ignore me... he just continue walking away from me like nothing happened...

I just cried and cried...

Ni Hindi Kona Alam Kung gaano ako katagal nakaluhod sa park...

K-kinuha nya lahat sakin...
Sinaktan nya ako...

Tumingin ako sa langit ng biglang bumuhos Ang malakas na ulan... Nabasa Ang buo Kong katawan...

"S-sin" and for the last time I called his name again...

It's me 'Rose brilliant..

I'll be back..

And Prepare for my vengeance 'Sin Velasquez'
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