Aftermath

Beneath a Moonless Sky

People should know when they've been conquered, her father used to say. Caesonia looked out of her tiny window, watching the orange and yellow rays fall from the concrete and presumably into the horizon. Of course, when he said those words, he usually referred to Germanic barbarians, not young women.

Caesonia's fingers dawdled near the cold wall, tracing abstract patterns against the grey material. Didn't philosophers used to call life one big prison that houses all men? They spoke of a metaphorical one, while she was in a real one.

That wasn't to say that her prison was akin to a cell in the palace's dungeon - it was a bit more spacious and she had a blanket to cover herself with. Would you be proud of me, father? Being a dutiful citizen and serving my sentence as I must?, Caesonia thought longingly. Or have I disappointed you being a meek coward this whole time?

All Caesonia had ever wanted was to make her father satisfied to call her his progeny, despite never being the son he so desperately craved for. Perhaps he would've agreed that she did the right thing by remaining in her prison day after day. She didn't seem to be giving the emperor or his guards any sort of trouble, and for a month, all was well.

Yet being the daughter of a general, had she failed the test of courage by never daring to escape her cell? Surely one of bravery would have done so, swearing to defy the emperor's orders and fight back. The window was small, but she could've squeezed through and jumped out of it. Whether she would survive the three-story fall was a secondary question, but at least she would be free.

Ever since that Spaniard gladiator had arrived in the city, it seemed fashionable to defy the emperor - anyone who followed his orders was considered a weakling or a fool. Being a young lady, Caesonia never needed to worry about whom to side with; ever since she'd come of age, her father never encouraged her to delve into politics.

However, things were different now with the recent...change in dynamics. The emperor was back in power, and the Senate now in disarray, but the people were still deciding whom to give their loyalty to. From the conversations she could overhear in her cell, not even the servants were sure of their true allegiance. Only time could truly tell who would win this ultimate battle of leadership.

Her thoughts were adjourned by an announcement from a guard. "The Emperor of Rome is on his way, prisoner!" His declaration was interrupted by a quick slap. "How dare you call her merely a prisoner?" The voice was none other than that of Commodus's. "She is a lady and must be addressed as such."

Caesonia straightened herself, adjusting her toga so that she may be presentable before him. She saw him coming towards her, bearing a piece of pink cloth in one of his hands. Narrowing her eyes closer, she recognized it as her pink cloth - it was from the dress she wore to witness the Spaniard fight His Majesty.

The guards parted for him. "Good evening, my lady," Emperor Commodus lowered his head for her, a rare honor for anyone, let alone a prisoner. "Good evening, your Highness," she curtsied before him, her lower lip quivering as her eyes met his.

"Do you by any chance know of this, Lady Caesonia?" He offered her the cloth.

"Y-yes," she stammered. "Yes, it looks similar to a piece of a dress that I own. Except, my cloth was stained with dirt and blood; the one you are holding, Caesar, is clean."

Commodus, relieved that he truly knew whom his Pink Fairy was, signalled for the guards to let her out into the halls. "I had the laundresses clean it, my lady. Would it displease you if I asked you to walk with me tonight?"

"Not at all, your Highness."

He hummed in agreement, going outside of the palace and into one of the gardens in the southern wing. Surrounded by various species of roses, narcissi, and gladioli, it was quite the colorful ensemble. And in the center, there was a large fountain with water spouting from a statue of Augustus, the first Roman emperor in history.