Depression and Self Harm

When it all started

Hi my names Alysha Marie I never saw me doing this but I am, I'm going too tell the world about my life and how hard it is to live."

I woke up one day not wanting to get out of bed I felt really tired and sad, I had that feeling in your gut when you think something is wrong but you just don't know what it is." I got out of bed I wasn't it the mood to eat so I just watched movies such as... The vow, We're the millers, 21 jump street.

I woke up the next morning the same way I knew something was wrong so I gave it a couple weeks until it hit July 1st I realized that I was depressed. I wrote in my depressed diary every day I wrote down my feeling instead of telling people because, well what would they think... I cared too much what people thought and that didn't help my depression not one bit.

In October I had thoughts, thoughts of cutting myself." I felt like I deserved it I've been living in pain for to long. I had those thoughts in my head until one day I couldn't take the thoughts any longer I had too do it it had to be done."

So on Novemver 17th my life changed, that was the first time I cut myself and it felt good to me, it was a pain reliever."

---------------------------------------------- THANK YOU TO WHOEVER IS READING THIS I WILL WRITE EVERYDAY! IM ALSO WRITING THAT JAI BROOKS BOOK SO IT MIGHT TAKE AWHILE TOO UPDATE. I WILL BE TALKING ABOUT ME GETTING INTO DRINKING AND OTHER THINGS LIKE THAT SO PLZ LIKE COMMENT AND FOLLOW LOVE YA'LL STAY STRONG💜😘