I told my mum that I stoped and I'm all fine but the truth is I'm not fine I'm not okay and it sucks because I wish I was just like a regular teenager but no I'm that teenage gurl that had to fangirl over bands and cut herself and make her self barf. people look at meh and they just assume that I'm okay which I'm thankful for because I don't want people feeling bad for me or talking behind my back.
I recently got blackmailed by this gurl that has a crush on me, I don't like her back because I'm not gay." but she basically said that if I won't be her friend she's gunna tell everybody that I cut myself and I could never imagine my crush knowing that I cut myself that would be fucking hell."
I feel like ever since some people have known there using me as a target. I never saw my life too turn out like this, last year I was the happiest gurl ever but something changed, and no it's not because I "grew up" it's because something just made meh feel unhappy and tbh I don't have a clue what did.
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Depression and Self Harm
AventuraSo I'm basically going too start a book on how my depression started and what it turned in too and how I deal with it everyday.
