So yesterday night it was my sisters 17th birthday party and she had a couple friends over." I left as soon as they got here too go hang with some friends but I came back around 9:00 then I went downstairs (where they were) to go too the washroom so I could cut myself because I felt the need too do it. but one of my sisters friends pulled me and said to join them, I obeyed because I know there's a bunch of alcohol. I poured myself a drink and I kept on pouring until I was hammered. It feels good too just drink your feeling away because once your drink your usually happy emotional or loving and when I'm drunk I'm happy! I know it's not right since I'm under age but my parents didn't know. Hopefully my parents would understand that it helps me with what I'm going through, but I know they will never understand because they were never depressed or suicidal so of course they won't get it." I'm gunna be here all alone drinking vodka in my room by myself and just fall asleep and forget the world."
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Depression and Self Harm
AventuraSo I'm basically going too start a book on how my depression started and what it turned in too and how I deal with it everyday.
