Life in disguise

Part 17

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"Come one, you can tell me what happened", I said holding up her chin, to bring her face to mine, making her look at me.

"Please just tell me what is making you cry, I don't like seeing you in this state", I added

She just keeps crying, no attempt of her wanting to speak up, "okay, if you really don't want to open up, I could just leave you for an alone moment, if you want that", I said, knowing fully well that the doesn't want to tell me what the matter was.

I stood up and started walking towards the exit. Still feeling for her, there was nothing I could do, I can't force her to tell me what was wrong.

"I was abused by a guy from the bar ", she started, and I turned around, she has finally started saying what had been the problem, I can't turn out on her at this moment.

Lilith's POV

I began saying, the horrors of that day flashing in my head, I could feel the stream of hot tears burning my cheek, I couldn't bear the nightmares and head aches anymore.

What could I do, I cant change that day, what could I have even done then, at that moment, I felt really weak, it just happened in a flash, like nothing even happened.

I knew I didn't want anyone to hear about this, I feel so embarrassed speaking about it with anyone, but it is only her, the new girl I never liked but hanged out with, it is only her that had felt concerned about me.

I had no there choice but to speak to her about it, I also needed to share it with someone... But I was afraid not to share it with the wrong person.

"This happened last week, when I came back late from our cheerleading practice, my dad wasn't home, I assumed he had gone to the bar where he always gets wasted".

"Yes my dad is an alcoholic, he goes out early in the morning and comes back really late at night, he vents his anger on me and my mum, beating us like we were some sort of toy or instrument".

"So that day, he wasn't home, I met my mum, she called for dinner, but I was too tired for dinner, I only needed sleep at that moment, so I just went straight to my room".

"I stucked my books into my shelf and removed my uniform, wearing only my underwear, suddenly I heard footsteps in my bathroom,I mean, I thought I heard, I wasn't sure if I was hallucinating, so I didn't shout or reacted to what I heard".

"I wanted to shower, to cool my head off, I reached for the bathroom, suddenly I felt a hand go through my mouth, I tried screaming but the hand held tightly".....

*Lilith's flash back*

I hopped up and down trying to free myself form the hold, the force between my lip and my teeth gave me bruises jn my mouth already.

"Shuush, girly, I am here to do what I came for, and I must not leave without accomplishing that, do you get that?, its either we go the easy way or the hard way". I heard the boy say.

He turned me around, making me face him, he was looking around eighteen years or so, at maximum twenty. What could this stranger want with me? I questioned my self really scared.

I wanted to act but I didn't know what to do, I wasn't sure if he was armed or not, I didn't want to try anything I would regret, that's if I would even live to regret.

"Now be a good girl and lay on the bed, quickly", he ordered, pointing to the bed. I walked slowly close to my bed, I needed to do something, and quickly, I picked up my lamp, which is very portable, and turned around to hit him in the head.

He was on the floor, already bleeding, I didn't know if he was dead or not, I tried reaching for the door, but he chased after me.

He eventually caught up with me and he hit me, badly, he left me when he was satisfied with bruises on my body.

He picked me up and took me on the bed, I watched him off his pants, I was too weak to to anything, I couldn't defend my self.

I just lay there in my pool of tears, no amount of tears could make him leave me, he undressed me, leaving me naked, he didn't hesitate,he spread my legs and he poked me, hardly, going in and out of me.

I couldn't scream, I couldn't feel anywords coming out of my mouth, burning tears just ran down my eyes.

"You know girly, you are really sweet, I love virgins, I never knew you were one, your dad made a good deal", he said, still poking me with every single word he was saying.

My dad? Did he just say my dad?

"Yes", he answered like he read my thought, "your dad made a deal with me, he owed me, alot, he had no money to pay back, so he decided to pay with his daughter, his sweet little daughter ", he says, smiling devilishly.

He reached for my breasts and played with it, he Kissed me, still poking nonstop.

I couldn't feel my body anymore, I felt dead, I didn't know how to feel, I was used to payback a debt, by my own dad.

He went on speaking, "at first, I was against it because I didn't know how I would get in, you know?, he gave me his spare key, told me that time no one would be home, told me how to locate your room and await for your return, yes, it was all a planed game, and am really enjoying it".

I just later there crying my eyes out, I wasn't in control, he was.

When he felt satisfied, he quickly out on his pants and went out through the window.

I layed there, still in shock, contemplating if this was reality or a dream.

I covered my self up, crying even more, I didn't know what else to do.

When I felt betrayed by my head, because my ache was already too much, I washed up, and disposed off the bloody sheets.

*Presently*

"I never wanted anyone to hear this part of my life, I feel so ashamed that I was sold off by my own father, over some bottles of beer".

"I have had nonstop nightmares about that day, and I couldn't bring myself to even tell my mum, I had lived with it, I thought I could make it go, but it wasn't just a dream, it really happened, there is no minute that goes by that I don't get the flashes of what happened".

I say, looking down to the floor, I couldn't even look at her while I said all these things.

She also cried along with me, hugging me tightly as she could.

No amount of consolation could erase that momory.

Kiara's POV

I couldn't believe my own ears, she had been going through a lot, alone, she had no one to speak to about it.

Now I understand why she had always been isolating herself from others.

"Its going to be okay", I told her, making her face me.

"We are going to get justice for you, even if its the last thing I would do, if you need a place to crash you are free to come to my place anytime, okay?, I know there is nothing I can do right now to erase the bad memory, but this is the best I can okay, you are safe with me", I said, meaning every word.

I noticed her playing with her fingers, she does this when she is either scared or nervous.

I would get justice for her, no one can mess with my friend and go scot free, yes she IS my friend.

And I am not doing this because I pity her, I have to stand up for girls, who knows how many of them out there is being abused and molested now.

Some human beings just does not deserve to live. I'll fight for what is right. I promise.

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