Suicide Hotline ~ NBA Youngboy ~ Completed

~| fourteen |~

~| Baton Rouge, Louisiana |~
~| Carmen House |~

~| Carmen Maria Davis |~

"I mean if I'm not ready for love, then I'm not." He shrugged.

We had been talking for a while, it went from his family problems, to his relationship problem.

He told me Iyanna told him that she loves him.

But he still haven't told me his reaction.

"But what did you say?" I asked.

"My mama never told me she love me, how the fuck I expect someone else to?" He said.

Damn, that's deep.

"I don't know what to say." I mumbled.

"It's okay, you ain't gotta say nothing." He shrugged. "But ion wanna talk about her no more, let's talk about me and you."

Aside from him always flirting with me, he actually vents to me.

He cries to me, and that's something he doesn't even like doing.

I wonder does he pray about his problems, it helps.

To be honest, I just want to see him doing better.

And when he is, I'll be happy.

When his career blows up, I'll let him move, and I'll even disappear out of his life.

But I don't think he wants that.

"What about me and you?" I asked.

"Shit you must be free now? Cause you and your husband been distance as fuck." He wondered.

"We got into an argument about something so fucking stupid." I shooked my head.

"What? Tell me." He looked at me.

We were sitting face to face on my bed, and really all we been doing was looking in each other face.

"So he told me he wanted to save our marriage. By me sleeping with another man, and him sleeping with another female." I explained.

His eyes went wide as fuck and his mouth hung open, before he busted out laughing. "He must be tryna lose a wife?"

I shooked my head. "See your a teenager and it doesn't even make sense to you."

He continued to laugh. "I'm a grown ass man, but no it don't make sense. Which is why I think you should do it. Show him it didn't make sense after."

"I don't know." I mumbled. "I don't know anybody out here to even do that with."

"Me." He chuckled. "I mean shawty it's obvious, you so clueless."

"Your a minor." I mugged him.

"But you also have a mouth, to keep close about it all." He simply replied. "Lemme ask you this though."